Happy....Excited and a BIt of Sadness....that what i am feelin now....SIGH...Dont ask me why Dont ask me how...Cause i dont have the anwer too..i guess its due to my problem of moving house...somehow i feel so helpless, knowing that if there is a buyer...i will part with this flat i lived in for all my life...After seeing our supposed to be new flat...i felt very excited and happy..finally my childhood fantasy has come true...i used to dream of choosing my own room color...own furnitures..and now i can do what i want ...but not in a new flat i guess...sigh...i dont care what others think of my room..my home...i cried in that room..i do my homework in that room..i

yeah people i'm goin to watch x-men 2 today~~ Yahoo~~ i so happy..maybe cuz the exams are over that makes me even more happy whahaha....finally had a very satisfiyin sleep last night..anyway gotta run meetin gladwyn at 12.30
adios ~

thats what i go to school...lalalala.....what makes a student goes to school? i mean ...i guess most people love school right? they always say"i hate school" , " i cant wait for holidays" . but school is actually somewhere we can hide....i mean well i do sometimes...hahaha forget it i dun know what the hell i'm talkin about...you know something is missing in my life and i dun know what is it....i dun know why i take IT as my course... i'm never interested in computers...i only like surfin them...exploring it...now i have to go study so hard and focus on it...it lost all the fun....isnt it? the only challenging thing is programmin ... but i sucks at it...i feel like an idiot ...feel like switchin course...i wanna take design and art course...or maybe business...i mean i like sale marketing...but i hate all those theory thingy too....sometimes its just so depressing...sigh..argh..why ami thinink so many things...more white hair will appears..yuk yuk..woa...i'm seeing stars now....i think i need to sleep........again....i took a very long nap already....now i feel sleepy again..at this rate i wont have enough time to study....sheesh...wat the heck is with me....i feel nothing but lousy today.... i think i'm goin to fall sick..my throat is dry and achin...my head is poundin from 9am till now...i feel so fat...my eyes are so damn tired.....argh.....wat a bad day ....:p i KNOW?? !! i just study as much as i can..then i just sleep for all i want whahaha ......sigh i'm entertainin myself...watever...

i dunoo wat happen....i just change the settings and the next thing i see is all the stuff i type are all gone...#%%@#%*&$ okay feel much better ...sounds so fake right i know...i feel the same way as i typin this now....wat the fuck with this blorg...damn...anyway i guess i kinda feel much better after typin the stuff out..oh well its gone so dun bother to think wat i'm talkin about...okay i guess i have to go ...but i got so much to say i can just go on and on....last night was so tiring...and abit akward i think i mean oh well if i start i cant stop ...so i guess i might say this another day ...or later...i guess...tomorrow is the final day of the exams~i really cant wait but then again , i havent finish my studyin...i just hope tomorrow's paper is an easy one......sigh * prays hard hard * and i mean hard okay?? i'm in the school library now and there's this guy surfing porn sites...oh man can you believe that..gosh...and he's like lookin real hard at the pics...i guess he realise that i knew he was surfing porn ...cuz he has gone to a " healthy" website...oh well watever ...its not the first time i see anyone surfing porn ...i just want to find something to talk about...i had a tiring day today?? i had this really bad migraine during examz n i cant hardly think..till now its still there..damn and i sleep for 2 hours just now...sigh...i guess i really have to go ....but it really feels goood ....to write it all out.....at least the goodness last for a few mins....sigh...after tomorrow's paper..i'm gonna swim the hell out of myself...whahahaha...*evil laugh* what can i say? i luvvvv myself ....