hmm...2 m0re days t0 paper 2...
and den it will be finally 0ver ~
funny...h0w c0me i dun feel nerv0us...hmm mayb t0m0rr0w i will....

tryin t0 c0ncentrate n0w...but itz kinda hard...
mui eyes were glued t0 da tv fr0m 8 till n0w...
n0thin interesting t0night...except spaceJam..and t0 think that i din watch that sh0w bef0re....sigh
ahaa..i still like bugz bunny..

b0bbie g0t a new haircut..hahaha....
dad n brudder g0t s0 amused by it...
was supp0sed t0 be studyin...but i ended up makin carr0t and apple juice....
den gave bobbie a new l00k
he lo0k s0 cute....
bery's puppy ......haha...i love him~
what'z his name?? hm yea ...bing0...BINGO~
:P
bery sh0uld learn t0 whistle?? hehe....
that will be k0ol...
*whistle* and den bing0 will c0me running with his sh0rt legs..ahahhaa

Piece 0f advice:
neber g0 swimmin 0n saturday...

suddenly g0t da urge t0 write and write...
g0t a few things t0 d0 bef0re da camp
1) update my bank b00k
2) get a new table
3) tidy up my room

...and maybe 4) get rid 0f da irritatin cd.... stupid brudder keep on playin da s0ng........

one m0re thing.......
h0w c0me my frenz dun add any testim0nals..t0 my friendster~
soo sad...........................hahhahaa

w0rds t0 myself
"okay i made up mui mind already
i muz be str0ng....
be brave
.........yea i will be"
no use readin it and then get sad/tr0ubled by it
i g0t all mui frenz ...
d0 i ?
suddenly miss mui frenz al0t..
din see m0st 0f them after da papers....
every0ne's busy with their 0wn life

0h shit..me gonna be late ...
haha...

yeap~sp0rts recruitment iz finally 0ver~ haha
and i rally sux at talkin in fr0nt 0f pe0ple...buahhahaa
neber mind....i learn... :)

shld be bery busy wen next semester starts....
cant wait f0r itech0ne t0 start..haha
i really wana d0 well f0r da next semester....
but s0meh0w this pr0mise neber seems t0 w0rk
but i guess i'll try..........i muz
i g0t s0me0ne t0 m0tivates me....
i wanna be like u
=)

n0w i'm t0tally br0ke
sigh..
i need t0 w0rk.....
1 m0re week t0 da camp...cant wait f0r that day t0 c0me...and
den i can w0rk~~
kinda disapp0inted that squidz aint g0in

went f0r a cycle in the evenin.....
view was totally awesome...
i love it....
w0nder h0w long this kinda carefree lifestyle can last....
n0thin last f0rever ...
s0meday we hafta act like real adultz ....fret 0ver m0ney..( actuallly we are n0w) ...but i mean real m0ney pr0blemz..and blah blah...
da kristmaz dec0rati0nz at 0rchard are really nice...
lurv da kristmaz tree at taka...itz beautiful
luv and hate kristmaz...cuz it makes u feel dere iz l0ve in da w0rld...
but u feel l0nely at da same time
and s0metimes...da loneliness outweighs all

meet up with glad f0r a sh0rt while
haven seen him f0r s0me time
he'z a busy man himself too ..haha

alm0st l0st my way h0me haha....
stuck at da cr0ss junction... w0nderin which turn sh0uld i take.......
luckily a runner ....erm.. runs by.. haha.. and i asked him f0r directi0nz...
by da time i cycled uphill ....back t0 h0me...
my legs cant take it anym0re...
kneecaps aches like hell....

really wish i had a camera with me last night
da full m00n.... street lights....da sea... da merli0n.. itz da perfect view
m0m havin sec0nd th0ughts 0f buyin da cam f0r me...
she said itz t00 expensive...i t0ld her i'll pay half...

i've g0t many thingz t0 d0..........
and here i am....wasting time...
cant wait f0r the ict camp...
then after that i can g0 to w0rk.....
and bef0re u knew....itz back t0 sch0ol...

t0day iz da 1st day f0r sp0rts recruitment...
feel kinda nerv0uz ...i dun kn0w why...
need t0 plan bout da bball...

Jas0n Marz - You and I B0th
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice, I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing

Oh But it often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others only read of
Others only dream of the love,
oh the love that I loved
la, la, la, la

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Oh, then you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
Oh and with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cuz you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
well then I'm almost finally out of
I've finally ow-ow-out of
Finally de-de-de-de-de-de-de
Well I've almost finally, finally
Well I am free, free, free.

and it's okay if you had go away
oh just remember the telephone, well, they've workin it both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else
and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

cuz you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see now
well then I'm already finally out of
I've finally ow-ow-out of
Finally de-de-de-de-de-de-de
Well I've almost finally, finally out of words.

knowing he'll never be yours again,
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song...

its amazing ...how much a person can changed
used to be more ..erm.. active..
n0w i'm juz a lazy bum d0in n0thin at h0me...
dont really like to stay at h0me n0wadays..
hmm g0t n0 idea..why...
just dun like to.....
maybe wen every night mui brudder and dad start yellin at each 0ther.. u might understand why...i got this kinda feelin
and i shall be assigned to play da middleman...sometimes.. the victim....and i'm kinda sick 0f that...
cause in da middle 0f their " conversation" , my name always appears ....and i still d0nt kn0w why...
wh0 cares..
but still....i am n0t that deaf...
if 0nly i've g0t a mental kn0b in my head ..so i can switch 0ff all da surr0undin s0unds....haha...that will be neat...

mui lappy iz gettin more and more kranky...
n my brudder iz playin s0me s0rta funny cd in it.....
sh0uld send it t0 mel...maybe m0nday...
sigh.................mui poor poor lappy..................

need to get new games f0r ps2...
wanna get da enter the matrix game....looks kinda cool ....esp the graphics...
and i wanna win a 10-0 game again soon......AHAHHAHAHA
wat can i say? *grins* hahaa....kiddin ...just kiddin...