Thursday, July 13, 2006

Don't read , it's an UNHAPPY post

feeling out of control now
and i reallly really really hate it

i dreaded going to work every day
my job scope sucks to the core
i cant trust anyone there except shui
people gossip neverending

i refused myself from being so negative
still, luck is not on my side
colleague is not being nice either

got to do something about this
but i'm simply too tired to bother
cos it's too stupid to stay and have a struggling time in this company


having those withdrawal symptoms now


last night, power98 played "When i look to the sky" by Train

it sorta kept my sanity during the india trip
yeap ya know,
the "give me strength" kinda thing

i've been avoiding this song for a very long time
that i almost forgot the lyrics !
haha!

it still gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside though
but at the same time, i never want to look back anymore

arhhhhhhhhhhh

i miss my freedom!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to spend my saturday afternoon swimming
then go library and read till i'm hungry
and have a nice dinner at nydc

i want to buy the DSLR fast!!!

i want to go anywhere without makeup!!!!
i want to wear jeans, tshirt and vans shoes!!!!!!

i want to blade whole night at east coast
and have banana milkshake and nuggets for supper

i want to go cycle around places for the whole day

sigh......

i'm gettin pissed now..

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Easy saturday (finally)

But i guess next week won't be easy....
fark care lah

waiting for the 3am match now

first time watching world cup match!

i hope germany wins!

HL telling me to finish my entry now.....

so

have a good weekend folks!