Don't read , it's an UNHAPPY post
feeling out of control now
and i reallly really really hate it
i dreaded going to work every day
my job scope sucks to the core
i cant trust anyone there except shui
people gossip neverending
i refused myself from being so negative
still, luck is not on my side
colleague is not being nice either
got to do something about this
but i'm simply too tired to bother
cos it's too stupid to stay and have a struggling time in this company
having those withdrawal symptoms now
last night, power98 played "When i look to the sky" by Train
it sorta kept my sanity during the india trip
yeap ya know,
the "give me strength" kinda thing
i've been avoiding this song for a very long time
that i almost forgot the lyrics !
haha!
it still gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside though
but at the same time, i never want to look back anymore
arhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss my freedom!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to spend my saturday afternoon swimming
then go library and read till i'm hungry
and have a nice dinner at nydc
i want to buy the DSLR fast!!!
i want to go anywhere without makeup!!!!
i want to wear jeans, tshirt and vans shoes!!!!!!
i want to blade whole night at east coast
and have banana milkshake and nuggets for supper
i want to go cycle around places for the whole day
sigh......
i'm gettin pissed now..