i hate loneliness
i hate loneliness
darn it
never mind

hur hur...
i'm bored
i need cash
i need money
*looks up into the sky*

i wont eat hotdog for both brunch and dinner....
-_-"""

come to think of it
it would be better if i study alone
cheers

i'm still wondering whats wrong with me
heck
enough misery
i need good changes...i mean real good changes
its time i should get control of my own life
i should start going out with more people
i should start making new friends
like today...*silly smile*
erm..
no weirdos please...

happy belated birthday yashi !
thousand kisses to ya..
hahaha
enough to last u the entire year...
*grins*
u go girl

i need to study!!!!!!!
now i'm totally hooked on this game
darn....
blast that rocket mania...
0_0

did i made the right decision?
i dont know
time will tell
may the doubts vanish
and make me less miserable

couple of things to accomplised this break
need another job...
its really not fair ya?
i guess thats all i can conclude
no point being stupid
no point being upset over matters like that
life is just a bowl of cherries

nite people

cant concentrate...
argh...
*hits my own head*
stop being so dumb...

AMI on tv now....
die die.......
dad watchin it loud....

suddenly got the urge to find something...
i just want to see it...and made me feel better...
instead i found something else..
something even more beautiful....

with colorful stones
few bottles of water
few people's effort
and also....one supervisor...
we create a beautiful heart on the sand
with these words on
"happy birthday estella"
*beams*

again ..
it begins with a good start
ends with a ...most not perfect way...

liat : hee dont worry i not that blur ya know ? =) thanks
shu hui : shall follow ur principal of agarations.. interesting kind of therapy hee

*think positive*

i made a promise to myself before
i shall not shed tears anymore
i kept my word
i didnt cry
no more tears left
only disappointment

perhaps i should take a break
a long break...
*off to bed*

*hug*
happy birthday est
=)

reminder to myself :
remember to smile tomorrow
smile...smile....

There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
but it's not me
it's You, it's You

sometimes ignorance
rings true
but hope is not in
what i know
it's not in me..me
it's in You, it's in You

it's all i know
it's all i know
it's all i know

i find peace when
i'm confused
i find hope when
i'm let down
not in me ... me
in You
it's in you

i hope to lose myself
for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me ... me
in You
in You

it's all i know
it's all i know
it's all i know

in You
in You
its in You
in You

there's always something in the way
there's always something getting through
but it's not me
it's You
it's You
it's You ....

i want to cycle
i want to cycle
i want to cycle

i want to get a new tuiton job
i want to get a new tuiton job
i want to get a new tuition job

i want to lose weight
i want to lose weight
i want to lose weight

i want to study hard
i want to study hard
i want to study hard

i want to buy a new laptop
i want to buy a new laptop
i want to buy a new laptop

i want to buy a new bike
i want to buy a new bike
i want to buy a new bike

its better not rain tomorrow...............................................