Saturday, April 23, 2005

Yet again

it doesnt matter to me or bother me
or so i believe

i shouldnt go download those outings photos from ber's blog
i shouldnt go unzip the folders
i shouldnt be such a dumb ass to see the photos

ric's 20th birthday
farewell dinner at chervons
Dinner at NWC's place

what am i doing?
sheesh..
what a coward i am
speaking of it as general topic in my JUST POSTED PREVIOUS ENTRY
yet so afraid to go near the the exact sensitive spot to touch on it

i'm going for a run

Reach Home at 630am

the lights were on
my dad was getting ready for work
my brother .. was dilly dally-ing
i bid them a good night and dragged myself to the bathroom
i looked at myself in the mirror
oh my gawd i look so hideous
i almost scared myself to death
no wonder i have to go asking people to take picture with me

then the loneliness start seeping in
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( all are complicated and lousy feelings , not worth mentioning )

i'm still wearing the diamond bracelet..
wahahha..it feels so good~
nah..it's because i don't know how to take it off

random thoughts :

everyone looked fabulous last night
i wanna hug all all of them
haha !

daniel ong = funny & entertaining mc

i was hopin pony's friend will win the prom king title
cause he really looks cute
and i've been noticing him since he bought the prom ticket
*chuckles*

ipod shuffle... i pod..
=(
argh... lucky DEN u got the ipod ..
is it ?

we got lost in the loud music
but i still dont like techno
bleh..yucks * tongue sticks out*

listening to howie day's collide
its a beautiful song

to estella :
when i woke up.. i was still slightly sad
then i got your message
it brightens up my day and give me strength
i'm glad we 're friends
and i hope we always will be
*hugs*
yeap.. you're right
Girl Power !
haha..

correct ladies ?
lets hear some comments on that

Friday, April 22, 2005

22nd April 2005

the most desired day for most people
reason : it's our prom night !
mai siao siao..its at fullerton
somehow ... almost every sales personnel go " wah fullerton"
when i told them we are having our prom night there

okay
that reminds us how lucky we are
so people .. be grateful~
what am i talking..

this feeling been nagging me for the past 3 days
i dont even understand what is that

oh yes i'm a great pretender
just laughing and gay like a clown
anyone heard of this song?
too old for u all liao lah
shit..maybe i becoming an ah ma liao

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

okay so i got a long skirt
now i need a nice matchin top

i saw a pair of heels ..priced at 120+
nice...
-_-"

felt a slight panic
because everyone ( i think) is going to appear in grand and elegant outfit
i dont think i am
*SIGH*

okay so the rating for "the intepreter" was 3 & a half ticks
NOT 4...

excuse me hor.. i was refering to the rating stated in the 8 days magazine

yea.. we are going to far east tomorrow...
heard that umpteen times today...

you know.. eating nuggets with the curry sauce in cinema is pretty challenging

i was pretty disappointed..
someone supposed to show up at 3...
but ..the person sent me a plane instead

Sunday, April 17, 2005

i dont care

i must run tonight
if not i will go crazy

i'm now facing a huge emergency
i got no dress for the prom yet
aiya mad nobody is going to look at you anyway
hmm..you got a point
maybe i just go in my pyjamas
oh wait
i dont have any pyjamas !
*a gush of cold wind *
wahahaha.. not funny