loss

my folks started painting the living room already
i was pretty delighted
until i saw my sec school pe shirt on the floor
they used it as the rag

i merely stared at it.
" is that my shirt?"

i dont want to say much

my dad just went saying " aiya i didnt know you still want it"

that shirt was one of my running attires
i wore it at least once a week
i thought he might notice that what i was wearing
whenever i go for my run, he would say "be careful ar. dun run for too long"

no he didnt

sometimes all i need to hear is just a simple word
"sorry"

thats all

i feel like crying

"what's wrong with sentimental? sentimental means you like stuff"
- paul mccartney-

interesting...

The Wild Rose Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLDf) colorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose. Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling. You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective. The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone. "You're never truly single as long as you have yourself." ALWAYS AVOID: The Bachelor CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail. Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: madelyn3

well...

i like the quote lah!