Human Nature
i ought to be be sleeping by now
but my mind is pretty occupied
the past few days were bad
mentally
sometimes, i feel disgusted of myself
i find myself acting to be alot more nicer, sweeter to the managers
in other words, apple polishing
because that's how things work here
witness backstabbing accidents now and then
all you can do is just watch helplessly and move on with it
but there's few good outcomes being working here
like being patient with almost anything'
become a multi-tasking person.
being forgiving. forgive and forget. really.
stronger mentally and physically
decisive,confident
if you fall, get up again
even you hate to, act tough.
i remembered...during fyp period.
i was being described as indecisive...
*smiles*
maybe pony's right
the corporate world is eating me up
i'm becoming one of those ugly people out there..
a shoutout to you :
i've never regret joining you and be part of the company. It's a good learning experience for 2 of us.
i was scared in the beginning, after the 4th day, i thought i wasnt the right person for the job. I was terribly unpleased with the management. so sorry i've give you such unnecessary stress. But you taught me how to look at things at a different angle. You became my role model. It's fun doing roadshows , having lunch , walking home together. So no matter what, hang onto what you believe in.You have my support =)
At least, there a certain comfort and joy from knowing that
as we grow with maturity,
we were there for each other
be it shopping , lunch or work!