So i heard ..

Egarage, Senior Buddies and the Society are going to merge into one new student body
The ICT Student Council

oh well..
lets all be flexible shall we?
the ICT society rawks no matter what
*grins*

elson called me for some ideas
though he had an ulterior motive, guess i'm too happy someone actually called me
*chuckles*
so i start talking non stop and laughed at myself
" so you are over him already ar?"
* a short pause*
hmm.. not really lah..i will start imagining things and laugh at myself again !
hahahhaa
thats..quite stilly of me
but its the truth !
i speak nothing but the truth

i simply love weekends
they are so precious to me.
i can clean the house
i can go swimming, running, cycling
i can watch bleach !
i can play with my dogs
i can go library
i can sleep till 10 plus
i can practise my freehand ( yea damn stupid of me)
i can practise my photoshop cs instead of 5.0 !
i can talk to my parents
i can dance for hours ..in my room
i can ...
do as many things as i can
within the 2 days of freedom ~

Anyway
this is my ideal shopping list

1) subscription to reader's digest
2) subscription to computer arts mag
3) clover pendant from bits & pieces
4) adidas cap
5) DKNY Women
6) Harry Potter and the half blood prince
7) pants for work
8) pair of heels ..
9) sandals
10) new brakes for my bicycle
11) running shorts
12) baby blue bikini
13)Photoshop restoration & retouching Edition 2
14) more flower earrings!
15) crumpler bag
16) pamper myself with a facial treatment..
17 ) a new wallet
18) Maybe..lancome's ..clinique facial products


hmm since i got so many to buy.. i shall got no money to eat
i shall go on a diet !
anyway..my arms are getting flabby
*panick*

shalalala i am so happy
because it's saturday tomorrow !
i can go swimming..i can go read my books..
i'm really such a boring person huh...?
whatever !
15% more to bleach episode 35..

one thing annoying about my brother is
he keeps playing the same song over and over again

luckily he dont like s.h.e or whatever stupid bands

i want to do so many things
time is going too fast

i'm pretty much in my own world now
not sure whether its a good thing or not

feels kinda silly
i'm actually checking my friendster message inbox every other day
whatever

i miss my friends
where are you guys?
*sigh*
my tagboard is filled with many messages..=)
pretty glad to know beri's been readin my blog too

i cant get into estella's blog again..
hurhur
i dont like teletubbies ~
...
you know, i can sing the teletubbies song
(pardon me for the spelling)
tinky winky..tipsy..lala..po *soft echo* po
teletubbies
teletubbies!
say hello
eh O !

Recaps from Yashi's 21st birthday

i'm feeling self concious

i dont act like my age
i dont dress like a lady

i dont wear trendy & feminine clothes like steph
i dont like wearing heels..
i'm afraid of the eye lash curler..
i didnt know eye make up remover exists
i dont have nice boobs
i dont have long sexy legs
i dont have nice straight hair
i dont have fair complexion like seahorse shuhui's

i love anime
i love any sports under the sun
i love camping
i love talking crap and laugh at my own jokes
okay i do go gaga over flower earrings.. i bet alot of people dont know that
sometimes i'm just a bit blur.. only
i dont like pinkie stuff
at times i go "ohh so cute!! " but after that. i lost interest in it.

what else?
hmmmm
i'm still a girl ~
i got my emotions too !
but sometimes, i realized most guys dont treat me like a girl...
*sulk*

me and my low self esteem at work again..

so i decide..
to go shopping!
to get some new clothes !
to workout more often !

meet up with riggs and dickson last night
got to know another fella from ngee ann
editor of urbanwire..*whistles*
both of them are psycho-ing me to join them
Oh my god..another MLM company
then i will have 2 jobs
...

so any advice?

i just realized

i still hate that person
i'm very mean hor?
i'm very unforgiving hor?
i'm extremely dumb hor?
i'm not puttin on my best behaviour hor?

aiya he's not a bad person you know
no lah he dont hates you

of course i know~
self deceiving okay?
haha..

i'm still having depressions
mild ones

i'm a very good actress hor?

when it is so beautiful ... then gone says:
...
when it is so beautiful ... then gone says:
doh

does anyone cares??????????
i dont feel like working tomorrow..
i wanna punch ..something

so farking pissed with myself
i wanna be stronger~
i wanna be tougher~
i wanna be sexy~
i wanna be equiped with more skills~
i wanna have more time~
i wanna be happy~

hmm maybe the hatre makes me more motivated
hmm....
*ponders*
aiya whatever
as if the person is reading this blog ( thats the reason why i changed the url..wahahaha)
as if anyone are telling tales

*crazy mood*

this is my blog
i am writing an entry about my present feelings.
stupid but honest
wahahaha..

too many usage of singlish
i ought to improve my english

i still feel like not working tomorrow