Friday, March 26, 2004

i learnt that sometimes, just putting a smile on your face
will somehow..make your day or anyone else's better
thats a good thing
1 person will be sad instead of 2
hmmm...

Daddy's coming h0me t0day !
aunt's fetching him..
i feel so glad to have him back...
i luvvvv him
=)

i need to go on a diet...
after next week...

sort of given up 0n BAE
the people are ...whatever
its useless anyway


Wednesday, March 24, 2004

last night ...was a blur
couldnt remember whether i really sleep
woke up at four plus in the morning
thought i was in school
woke up at 6 plus again
thought i was in cs room
back to sleep

woke up at 8am
crap..alarm didnt go off again
shit... i need a laptop for the quiz today
out of shower
8.15am
dawn messaged me, meet me at 9 to pass me her laptop
i love u tons gal
crap...i'm gonna be so late
last chance to take
hope the bus will come soon
8.30am..
decides t0 take a cab
shit..forgot to take my book
i am dead
8.50am
go find dawn
9.10am
vic is late as usual....
he's cute but rude
i hate him
9.40am
quiz starts ...
i need help..
okay its fine..
10am
fark..why am i keepin goin back..
vic has to reset my quiz again...again
nice of den to lend me his mouse
10.15am
okie its done
no panicking..no rush...no sweat
..erm...

hmm thought about it
i wont be a burden to anyone anymore
i wont let anyone to ruin my day anymore
i wont make myself feel bad over small matters anymore
no one seems to care anyway
*roll eyes*

i wont cry anymore...no more tears

i should have hang on a little longer...
this isnt a bad day ...
hmm no..not at all
if i could forgive my own clumsiness
if i could ignore the swellin of my feet...
if i could ignore the stupid reasoning from the girl's m0ther
if i could ignore the bus driver's farkin attitude



Monday, March 22, 2004

i wondered how much i done today?
somehow ..
perhaps..
maybe..
i can do more than that...

my brother is one freaking bastard
i'm bumpin into bitches everywhere

are u tired already?
maybe u are
sorry if u cant helped it
sorry i cant helped it

the vicious cycle of life revolves
oh yea..this is not new to us
we circum to pain,hurt and frustration
frustration yes...pain, hurt? oh well..
does an utopia really exists?
hmm i'm waiting..

Three dead bodies turn up at the mortuary, all with very big smiles on their faces. The coroner calls the police to show them what has happened.
A detective inspector (DI) is sent and is taken straight to the first body. "French, 60, died of heart failure whilst making love to his mistress. Hence the enormous smile inspector", says the coroner.
The DI is taken to the second dead man.
"American, 25, won a thousand pounds on the lottery, spent it all on whisky. Died of alcohol poisoning, hence the smile."
"Ah," says the coroner, "this is the most unusual one. Japanese, 30, struck by lightning.
"Why is he smiling then?" inquires the Inspector.
To which the coroner replies: "Thought he was having his picture taken".

what a nice way to die....









Rain fell down,
You were there
I cried for you when I hung my head
Storm a-rushing in
Wind was howling
I called for you
You were there

Whenever dark turns to night
And all the dreams sing their song
In the daylight forever
To you I belong

Beside the sea
Where the waves broke
I drew a heart for you
In the sand
In fields where streams
Turn to rivers
I ran to you
You were there

Whenever dark turns to night
And all the dreams sing their song
In the daylight forever
To you I belong

I ran to you
You were there

Whenever dark turns to night
And all the dreams sing their song
In the daylight forever
To you I belong

To you I belong
To you I belong