Saturday, January 22, 2005

another day spent clearing my stuff...
actually i spent more time going through the stuff.. haha

i looked so different now...
do people really change as time goes by?

i still believe in fairy tales
much as i hate to
but i still do
haha..
cause it's ... like mashmallows!
and i decided to believe in more realistic fairy tales...
umm fairy tales arent suppose to be realistic right?
whatever..
i'm experiencing the after effects of watching pretty woman

tomorrow is the last day of open house
we gonna sing " she bangs she bangs !"
wahahaha..

i'm gonna smile at people who will smile back at me
i'm gonna be friends with people who cared for me


Thursday, January 20, 2005

Open house 19, 20, 22nd Jan

i thought i might be able to sleep early tonight
i thought i was supposed to do the accounts
okay so i was wrong

something is wrong with me today
i ran for almost an hour .. uphill downhill...
and i dont feel breathless at all..
it's really weird
and my mind was like in another dimension
for the first time , i wasnt thinking about anything
i like that ..
i hope i can keep it up

i like the open house t-shirt
i like talking to shu hui , ber and squid
they make me laugh
thank you

to be honest, ngee ann's open house is much better than nyp's
even the items in the goodie bag are much nicer
no offense

favourite sentence for today :
tats why.. why bother make yourself a fool to a person who dun treasure u in the 1st place? come on gal! u got better things to do!!!

a pity that huishan didnt win
still you were fantastic
yeap ICT idol you shall be , in our hearts
=)

sorry if i disappoint you
but i will make it up to you =)
promise
eh.. i dont want to make fruit salad
hahaha...



Sunday, January 16, 2005

Having fun in school?

* warning*
what you are going to read are entirely based on the writer's mood on that moment of time *

i am totally pissed

at myself for being so persistent

well fine , please excuse me if i am being too paranoid
i'll seek forgiveness for asking too many questions

but the fact is , it happened
are things really simple as it seems?
you decide for yourself

i would love to continue throwing more sarcastic words
but i figured out it would be a total waste of my breathe and time
who knows maybe i am just thinking too much?
hahhahahhaa...( i am laughin at myself)

okay so after sayin all these
i suppose i will get upset and hurt ( again)
so what?
gotta stop playing the victim

shui, i wont feel guilty of what i did.. hahhahaha.. *shrugs*
trust? believe? i wish i could... i will try my very best to follow that advice.
cause i want to sleep peacefully every night