Saturday, July 16, 2005

i want my india pictures

Friday, July 15, 2005

It's a long, long journeyTill I know where I'm supposed to beIt's a long, long journeyand I don't know if I can believeWhen shadows fall and block my eyesI am lost and know that I must hideIt's a long, long journeyTill I find my way home to you
Many days I've spentDrifting on through empty shoresWondering what's my purposeWondering how to make me strongI know I will falter I know I will cryI know you'll be standing by my sideIt's a long, long journeyAnd I need to be close to you
Sometimes it seems no one understandsI don't even know why I do the things I doWhen pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
'Cause it's a long, long journeyTill I feel that I am worth the priceYou paid for me on calvaryBeneath those stormy skiesWhen Satan mocks and friends turn to foesIt feels like everything is out to make me lose controlIt's a long, long journeyTill I find my way home to you

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Graduation Day Part 1

Leo July 23 - August 22
All that lovely charm you've been inadvertently pumping out over the past couple of days?
It's working. So why would you even consider holding it back now?
You can keep it up for one more day

really?
can i have another one more day?
and another
and another
and another
and another
...
..
...

i thought i grown up..abit
i guess not

i'm just like susan mayer

i'm gonna swim tomorrow
and
delete all the unwanted smses
no promise

Happy birthday to you

the chocolate truffle is nice isnt it?
oh my goodness
chocolate is the best food in the world
cheesecake is 2nd

steph : next time we go buy the smaller one ourselves . $10.90 only

i was at a total loss
on the verge of such desperation
i thought i should just follow my instincts
buy her a pair of boxers!
spongebob square pants boxers to be exact

actually i was thinking of something more kinkier
oops
=p

" dont be stupid lah! get something practical!"

...so who's the one that walked into women's secret?
*coughs*

still
we are pretty pleased with our purchase

we hurried our way to heeren...and paused for a moment
both of us dont know where is ..billy what?
oh ..Billy Bombers
we scanned our eyes around, planning to find a safe place
too bad our heads cant turn 360 degree
because the 5 of them were sitting right behind us

quoted from est
" i saw 2 figures , holding 2 bags, bouncing away when they came up from the escalator"

..bounce?


my heart skipped a beat when i saw squid coming out
"quick! pretend we are looking at the shoes!"
so the 2 of us "paste" our faces near the window
lookin like a pair of idiots
*takes a quick glance*
"okay she went back. Area clear"
*phew*
it was a close shave

est came out..looking abit flustered
there were alot of "how how" questions in the air

alicia will have to bring the birthday girl away
to create distraction for us
so we will have ample time for the surprise

surprise who?
*smiles*
we got so engrossed
we didnt realise we got found out
3 of us were still crouching at the corner, adjusting the candles
we looked up to see alicia and the birthday girl choking on their laughters

ALAMAK

i left shortly
i think i am getting good at knowing myself
but there's still much more to go

Baby walk away
Spare yourself this pain

i swam till my eyes hurts
till now

guess i should get some sleep now
its graduation day tomorrow!

*grins*

i'm nervous

once again
happy birthday, the cool one
May the fellow up there bless you with happiness and good health
*hugs*











and


happy birthday , weili . the BOTAK one
*grins*

Monday, July 11, 2005

A small entry

went rollerblading with joe
after much struggling, i realised
the pair of rollerblades was too big for me

way too big...

and i took 4 days to realize it

" i told you already ! You dont believe me !" my brother said to me

okay for once, he is right

still it was good exercise
so
I NEED A PAIR OF SIZE 6/7 rollerblades !
*cheeky grin*

i got my very first present
a very early present
a blue halter with embroided flower design on it
=)

thanks alot joe

now and then
i act silly and stupid
giggling over photos
then staring blankly after that, wondering where have all the giggles gone to
but thank god
i wont cry no more
i forgot how to
the best thing i can do now is to
pretend nothing ever happens

yes its extremely childish
when will i ever grow up?
sorry i just dont want to
i just wont accept
i am going against the flow of my thinking

hahaha
i am so stubborrrnnnn

i'm sleepy already
good night

Stuck in the memories

click click click
open open open
edit edit edit
crop crop crop
delete delete delete
Save As

empty the recycle bin

if only i can do the same to my memories

i miss the rain already

Sunday, July 10, 2005

HELLO PEOPLE GUESS WHAT?

i'm gonna use egg to wash my hair
hey dont laugh
its really good if you got dry and damaged hair

now the trick is :
i gonna use hot water ( NOT BOILING HOT U IDIOT ! )
to wash my hair and see whether the egg will be "washed" cooked or not

steph said it works
so i gonna try it out later

just read a friend's blog
another r/s problem
another "end of the world" feeling

love the quote from yashi's blog

you can erase someone from your mind
getting them out of your heart is another story

oh well
i dont know
i dont even know which stage i am at now
am i improving?
seems like it?
does it really matters? *shrugs*

i'm just like sitting on an emotional rollercoaster alone
you feel excited but there's no one to share with
you feel scared but there's no one to talk to
you feel like screaming but there's no one to hear

see how my mood changes
thats how dangerous it is when you do blog visitings

okay here's another question :
who is the most "blurrest" ?
a) Me
b) Shu Hui
c) Steph
d) Berilyn

i dont know why i put beri's name
as long as i remembered, she was our Toot queen
havin 4 options looks better isnt it?
feel free to add in if there is another person you would like to recommend
nominees are not allowed to vote for other people alright!
wahahhahahahhahahhahahahhaa

vote now people !