Thursday, April 28, 2005

Man i hate feeling so weak
i hate being the weak party
i hate being the emo side of a girl

cold storage is a pretty fun place to play
you can play with the prawns without using the plastic gloves provided
you can see the difference between japanase and american eggplants
you get to know there are actually frozen eggs that comes in one carton
"shake well before use"
you realise delifrance's frozen french loaf.. looks dead


shall enjoy my last few days of freedom before i start work

this job is gonna be a BIG challenge
haha i bet some people understand what this means

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

extracted out from derrick's bulletin ( pardon me for the singlish)

1.Full Name - Madelyne kok Chu Hui
2.nick name: - look to your right
3.Birthday: look again
4.Place of Birth: Singapura
5.Sign: Leo
6.Male or Female: female
7.Grade: managed to graduate..
8. School: ngee ann polytechnic
9.Occupation: ...umm
10.Residence: Telok Blangah
11.Screen Name(s): Clover

__Your Appearence___
12.Hair Color: black/brown
13.Hair Long or Short: shoulder-length
14.Eye Color: black
15.Skin Color: tanned?
6.Height: 160...-_-"
17.Weight: 52..? 55???
18.Shoe Size: umm 5 or 6
19.Braces?: nope
20.Glasses?: perfect eyesight.. hahaha.. nah dont think so
21.Piercings: 1 on left ear, 2 on right ear
22.tattoos: nah
23.Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___
24.First Kiss: forgot liao
25.First B.F/ G.F: Cheuk Kit ( i hope he wont see this! )
26.First buddy: jessica & Rena
27.First Award: umm...
28.First Sport u joined?: turf club ?
29.First pet: Rambo, an alsatian dog
30.First Vacation: Bangkok
31.First Concert: was in pri 6.. oh shit i forgot where did we perform

___ Favorites___
33.Movie: forrest gump, a walk to remember, pretty woman..blah blah..i'm tired
34.TV Show: dont have any.. but i like CSI, punk'd, alias
35.Color: blue, white, black, purple
36.Band: i only like songs , not bands
37.Song: from oldies to jazz..choose one
38.Food: homecooked food! i love fish~
39.Drink: milk, nestle strawberry yoghurt drink
40.desert: dark chocolate, cheesecake, tiramisu...
41.Sport To do: running, cycling, swimming
42.Sport To Watch: dont watch sports
43.Brand Of Clothing: dont have one
44.Store: borders, kinokuniya, pacific coffee
45.School Program: the school holidays! sports day
46.Animal: dogs, turtles
47.Book: totto chan, can i include reader digest?
48.Magazine: alot .. lazy to name them lah

___Currently into___
49.Eating: tuna sandwich, grapes
50.Drinking: milk
51.Typing: answers to this quiz, chatting, doing my resume
52.Online?: what do you think?
53.Listening To: Remember to breathe - Dashboard Confessional
54.Thinking About: what kind of job should i get
55.Wanting To: complete my Nyaa, get a job
56.Watching: bleach and naruto ..
57.Wearing: t-shirt and shorts

___Your Future___
58.Want Kids?: maybe.. i was thinking to adopt one
59.Want to Get Married?: its every girl's dream? aiya depends lah
60.Careers in Mind: design..?? event managing?

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
67. Cute or handsome: looks are deceiving ~
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs & more hugs!
70. Short or Tall: tall enough for me to hug and rest my head on the shoulder
71. Easygoing or serious: must be both at the right times
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
73. Fatty or Skinny: lean
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: oh my gawd..my worst nightmare
76. Sweet or Caring: caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hestiant One: wah..tough question..i'm a trouble maker myself..there will be chaos man.. i want someone i can trust

___Have You Ever___
78. Kissed a Stranger: umm...i forgot
79. Drank Alcohol: yup
80. Smoked: yup ...i ate lots of mentos after that..
81. Ran Away From Home: nope
82. Broken a Bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: oh yeap
84. Broken Someones Heart: umm how i know?
85. Broke Up With Someone: u're rubbin salt to my wound
86. Turned Someone Down: Oh yesh wahahaha
87. Cried When Someone Died: have to see who is that "someone"
88. Cried At School: twice. First time in Pri 3 . 2nd time in sec 4

.___Do You Believe In___
89. God: umm
90. Miracles: show me one
91. Love At First Sight: never
92. Ghosts: *shrugs*
93. Aliens: i wan to see doremon.. dun wan alien..okay lah..how bout seeing one from the movie?
94. Angels: eh..gimme one~
95. Heaven: u got any proof of its existence?
96. Hell: just got back from there..
97.Yourself : i'm tryin i'm trying
98. Kissing on The First Date: eeks
99. Horoscopes: sometimes...

___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone/thing U Want But u Know uCan't Have? : yes but i know i will get a much better one ( i'm lying...wahahahhaha.)

Monday, April 25, 2005

i stopped for a sec

when i was about to tear off another page off the calendar
you know, i'm really afraid the 24th day of every month

i browse thru the kinabalu and india trip photos
i couldn't stop browsing them again and again

prom night is over
finally

sounds terribly stupid
but sometimes i wish
i can erase the 3 years memories in ngee ann
okay lah.. only memories which i dont want to have
right from taking bus 74 onwards