Lonely Friday Night

most of the time, i really dont understand what i am doing
its been quite some time since i ever felt so blank

Phantom of Opera

that was the worst movie i had ever watched in my whole entire life
dun get me wrong
everything was great..
as i sat through the movie, another movie was also playin in my head
then it just keeps playing.. it just rewind and plays again...
and i cant stop it..
i start to feel helpless
those painful heartwrenching thoughts keep filling me in
i want to cry so badly
somehow the tears refuse to come
i'm losing control of my mind
it's so not fair
i shouldn't

had a wonderful dream this morning
if only it was real huh..
if only everything was still in place
cause 3 is a crowd....... it is
why doesnt that sour fruit reveals its sweetness?
maybe there isnt any at all.......

Its a ladies night

wednesday....
the ladies night....
its chijmes night!!
gonna meet my baby rabia

watchin phantom of opera later
can't wait..
ric better dont fall asleep....

added a new tagboard..

i had 2 different dreams last night!!!
and the hilarious thing was... i encountered an indian ghost..
not one..but a family of indian ghosts
and the father was so happened to be the singer from carnaval's band
..this is gettin nowhere
buhahahhaa...

okay it's not funny

buhahaha...

Running away

I'm walking away,
from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away,
oh to find a better day

how i wish i can just run away
or escape to atlanta with my cousin...

argh.... why am i so weak???
i'm behaving like a low class petty sarcastic bitch now
i dont want to!!

-_-"""""""
but i guess i am the only stupid person who will reflect on her own conduct
sheesh....

Leaving on an airbus

18 hours of flight
stop over for another 2 more
will make me agitated
i am gonna be so restless

taking another holiday

New Year Resolutions???

had a small arguement with glad the other day
his last sms was just telling me how busy he was with his projects and love life

" well okay, thanks alot friend"

so much for being there for me

for the past few days, it feels like a movie marathon to me
you hoped for a happy ending or you thought there might be
and suddenly, commercials start poping out and ruined the whole thing
now you just want to get your money back

Been thinking alot lately.....
so much.. until my brain hurts
and so i get irritated

as usual .. random thoughts

never felt so great for a long time... shall run again tomorrow..

i need to catch up with everything... don't what to start with...damn

my hard disk *sob*

wed chijmes ?

i need to work

i miss rabia

you can actually hate and like someone at the same time
incredible huh?
no.. i totally despise

shu hui, you yet to come over to my place *evil eyes*

HL ! you put on weight ! see ! wahahhaha...


-----> see? i knew sasuke and i has a special connection!
Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

2004 is probably the most adventurous year for me

- joined my first OB expedition
- to the peak of Mount Kinabalu at 4095.2m
-keep my sanity throughout the 21 day YEP india trip
-had my first food poisoning experience
- one week of eating and shopping in Hong Kong
- entered back to singlehood

oh yea
new year resolutions , squid said we were to post them on my blog..

1) Get back my running, swimming, cycling life
2) get a driving license
3) Learn another new sport..most probably a water sport
4) same as squid.. only 1 cab ride per month
5) A / B+ for FYP
6) do a great prom night
7) get my nyaa award
8) be happy

lets figure out

Testing