i remembered once i overheard this conversation
this little girl was sayin this to her mother
" mummy , i wanna support you okay"
few simple words ..means so much ...
and her mother replied her " when i grow old then you support me okay? now its my turn "
i can hear the mother smile ..as she was sayin this
i suddenly wanna be a little girl again
cuz it so easy to express yourself
with no fears... with no hesitation

listenin t0 this cd n0w..
its called " allmixedup"
just the same as what i am feelin n0w..

had a fun day with glad t0day..
the weather was perfect...
except the time seems t0 fl0w real sl0w...

glad b0ught me this b0x 0f strawberries dipped with ch0c0late..
he 0rderd it b0ut a week ag0....
t0 glad and kenneth : thanks al0t :)

da evenin was really beautiful......
listenin t0 da music ..as the night falls...
l0okin d0wn t0 da sea...
da lights...music.. and pe0ple..everything~
reminds you h0w w0ndeful life is... :)

been thinkin al0t lately..
drivin myself crazy s0on i guess...

glad t0ld me he might be migratin t0 perth ....
t0 study there....
s0meh0w i cant seem t0 smile anym0re..
just cant st0p thinkin b0ut it..
th0ught i might cry
but i din
cuz i dun wan him t0 see me cry
dun wan any 0f my friends t0 see me cry
why?
i d0nt kn0w.... its a pr0mise i made t0 myself i guess...
be str0ng..n0 matter what...
the th0ught 0f him leavin here...makes me real sad
cuz i kn0w i cant find an0ther friend like him..
i dun wan him t0 g0....

suddenly g0t this urge t0 study..
wanna kn0w what am i learnin
wanna kn0w why am i takin IT...
wanna kn0w all ...
everything...

me n0w in library...
d0in what? i dun kn0w...
need s0me time t0 clear my mind...
fr0m what?
i tryin to find the answer t00...

eatin out with my f0lks later...
hehe..
t0m0rr0w meetin glad..haha..
ultra man kenneth migt be c0min al0ng..whahaha
me g0nna make him suffer whahaha

ya kn0w...till n0w.. i still cant figure 0ut why 0thers can 0pen up new wind0ws but i cant...
*search and search*
still cant find...f0rget it...sigh

t0day's class is kinda nice
we finally manage t0 present the P0m play..
whahaa..n0 m0re script..
n0 m0re pr0blems..
but ..AF assignment c0min up...
have t0 write report 0n this film..
*huh what film*
aiya... fr0m the list lah..
all th0se 0ld films..
hahaha..
me wanna d0 on the m0vie " grease"
saw this film t0day... quite deep...
and there's this eh..cruel part
an ox was hacked to death..
yup HACKED~
can see the bloddy flesh ...
and its a real 0ne~
c0ol huh? hahaha..

*looks at time*
o0ps f0rg0t t0 d0 something..
bye bye~
*grins*

** supp0sed t0 p0st this last night**

its already 0013...13 mins after mui birthday..
sh0uld i be sad 0r happy?
every0ne is being s0 nice t0 me..
kinda makes me feel.. weird.. but i l0ve it..haha..
just g0t 0nline and there are 5 icq messages c0min in..
all birthday wishes...
s0 nice...


els0n carry mui things f0r me...
c0llin sang me birthday s0ng ... just.. at b0ut 11.55pm haha
shu hui b0ught me ch0c0late~
ric treat me t0 an ice cream...
li0nel sang me birthday s0ng t00...
even my parents~ din sc0ld me when i reach h0me late...
hahahhaha.......

did i menti0n that my classmates b0ught me this billab0ng bag ?
haha.. i l0ve it
t0 weeliat : thank you :)

watched t0mb raider..
its s0... gal p0wer
me wanna be like lara cr0ft..whahaha
*grins*

me hugged every0ne ...
feels s0 nice t0 have them as mui friends..
f0r da first time, i felt my existence ... w0w..
buhahaha....

jieWei face turns red when i kissed him on his cheek
hahaha..
s0 cute.. din kn0w this kind 0f pers0n can be that shy haha

*yawn*


i look up in the sky
t0 l0ok for your star
the night is s0 l0nely
i just cant sleep
i'm sleepin to dream about you
i dont know why
i'm livin in a dream without you
how can i try

t0 shu hi : hey you kn0w i realised we had s0mething in c0mm0n. dun0 h0w to say it 0ut... but haha.. i tell you when we meet ba... thankz f0r da present :)

t0day is happy day ..
why? cause its mui birthday!! buahahha...

my classmates got me a bag.. hahah..thats really nice 0f them
t0 weeliat and 0thers : thanks :)

last night at 12pm.. haha
messages keep c0ming in...
birthday wishes keep c0min fr0m all friends..
me feel s0 nice..

as usual..glad is da 1st 0ne to sms me.. haha
kenneth send me this e-card...give s0 many *piaks* haha...
li0nel called and sing me da birthday s0ng.. buhaha..
c0llin called t0 sing it t0 me..but handph0ne l0w battery ...wahahha
he thinks i hung up 0n me..
buhahhaa..

sigh..s0 many pe0ple in cs r0om..and elson loves madelyne
hahahha... whu is he?
u all guess ba?
buahhaha

crazY mad.. as usual..
me wanna g0 swimmin~~
haha..

g0t a bad feelin...
sure g0t s0mething wr0ng with these pe0ple in this r0om
hm..f0rget it hahaha..
me feelin excited as well..haha..
shhh...
t0night g0in watch t0mb raider..

friday celebratin with mui family..
sat meetin glad ..
hehe..he g0t me the da digi cam..
s0 nice ..
think i can go crazy 0n that day..

me w0nderi'n wh0 sh0uld i v0te f0r...
hmm.. well haha.. i n0t tellin ~
*winks*

w0ke up late this m0rnin..
bag damn heavy...
realised i havent finish my script... think i can c0mplete it by late aftern00n.. if i can find peace

li0nel was crazy last night..he kep 0n laughin
maybe he caught da laughin virus fr0m me wahhahaa..

me wanna learn practise m0re 0n my french..
but hardly g0t time...
t0m0rr0w me g0in swimmin...
and my NF class starts at 3.. n0t 4..

my mind been wandering ar0und..thinkin..and thinkin.
about what? ahhaha..
d0 u think i will write it 0ut?
and i cant belive i thinkin this way...
n0 n0 *shake head*
cant be ...
sigh its a phrase i'm g0in thr0ugh n0w..
yes yes..
haha

today is a bad day
me freaking pissed 0ff with myself...and s0me pe0ple
havin ecid n0w... teacher is discussin with da 0ther students..
0nly my classmates are sittin there.. talkin.. with da cb word here and there
feel sick now..
i mean real sick.. me now sniffin away..
sigh
certainly n0t my day ...

script is rejected by teacher..
spend da night t0 write it.. skip lecture because 0f it.
and n0w like that.. way to g0 madelyne..
pr0bably cuz i din g0 f0r class on friday
miss 0ut s0me interesting details i supp0se..
sigh..
have t0 g0 meet mrs chee later
luckily she's a nice lady

weihao send me an ecard just n0w... wishin me happy birthday
thanks :)

finally finish the script..dont really like it th0ugh.. n0t what i want i t0 be..
but there isnt en0ugh time.. s0 f0rget it...
me l0ve writin script s0 well ......its 0kay ...
but i hate rushin t0 d0 it...n0t much fun...if u get what i mean

*lo0ks at time*
maybe i sh0uld g0 sch0ol n0w... can d0 mui amaths at the library....

have to send the script to ms chee first..

well gotta rush
as always *grins*

me sh0uldnt be writing n0w...
really sh0uldnt...
script f0r the play n0t yet d0ne...have t0 hand up by t0morr0w..
if i kn0w this will happen... i sh0uld have d0ne it 0n sat...
discuss 0n m0nday? what the use....
*these are w0rds 0f my anger ... s0 f0rget it..*

amaths tut0rial havent d0ne yet....
extra exercise t0 d0... cuz i did badly f0r mui test...half c0mpleted...
guess i g0nna skip lecture t0m0rrr0w....there's n0 way i can d0 all these t0night..

planned t0 g0 t0wn with ber and 0thers.. but i backed 0ut ...
haha... then me went cycled t0 all da way fr0m h0me t0 tanglin mall and meet them...
had this really really really yummy ch0c0late bundt ~ haha... and the ch0c0late in the middle~ Oh mamia~
its heaven i tell ya~ haha..
lazy t0 cycle back h0me...
called glad to say i'll be leavin my bike at his place...f0rg0t he m0ved , n0t en0ugh space t0 place my bike..
s0 he came d0wn instead and walked all da way h0me with me...
hehe.. sweet guy he is ... *grins* thankz :)


*tired grin*