i'm n0w alone in the cs r00m...
chattin with els0n and liat...when i'm supp0sed t0 g0 ...

suddenly realised i missed rabia al0t...
kinda guilty that i din call her...
sigh
muz spent more time with her after examz..

oh..there's 0level...
-_-"

now i think i am filled with guilt..
cause liat and xiaoP are rushin f0r ecid..
and i felt that i din d0 anything helpful...

cause i din get to see glad and rabia lately...
sigh..hahaha

i think tonight i can finally get a g00d sleep
maybe i go back sch tml....see xiaoP needs any help

g0tta g0...need to g0 police p0st there...drink c0ffee..haha
g0 buy hifi...maybe...haha

have a great weekend people...
*grins*

vos is back again...suddenly everyone starts playin...
haha...

i'm brainz...dead.. ahuh..
been brain dead f0r a l0ng time... -_-""
sigh...

kat havent send me her pom yet..i need t0 c0mpile them as s00n as p0ssible..

its been a tiring week..
i still haven g0t a chance t0 buy mui swimmin suit...

squidz been n0t in a nice state these few days...
kinda worried f0r her...
oh and ric t00...
din talk much t0 them t00....waz t00 busy with mui stuff..
hmm....kinda tempted t0 play ...
hahaha..

g0t this fr0m kenneth's bl0g..
kinda nice...just wat i need t00...ahah

To dream anything that you want to dream. That's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed.

hmm dunno what t0 write...
having 0op n0w....

slept all da way t0 sch00l....and i'm still sleepy......
ecid ...d0esnt l0ok g0od...
p0m....i might survive thr0ugh.......
quit my freelance j0b...
g0in back t0 crabtree at the end 0f da year...hmm m0ney m0ney... hahaa

wanna buy a new swimmin suit.....s00n..maybe later...if p0ssible..
then i can swim t0m0rr0w~~ Buahhaha...
h0pe t0 fix my bike t0night...if i g0t en0ugh energy...and n0t feel sleepy...


suddenly realise i'm n0t that cl0se t0 mui classmates..Duhz...
they are nice pe0ple....they always makes me laugh..
but s0meh0w i always feel s0 out 0f place ....
every0ne g0t their erm....friend in da class...wat bout me?? i seem t0 hang around like n0b0dy's business..haha
m0nkey see m0nkey d0~~
haha...me always out 0f place anyway.. :p
*looks at icq*
sigh n0b0dy 0nline...t0 chat with me...*bored*

---v0ice0ut ----
used t0 be good friends ( at least thats wat i think)
but not anymore
i was sad because of u
but not anymore
s0 leave me al0ne n0w
i aint g0nna make u stay
adios amig0*grins*
--end 0f v0ice0ut---

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in a bad mo0d n0w.......
i wanna hit s0mething.....
i wanna scream my head 0ff.........
i wanna cry.........
i wanna see n0 0ne..........
i wanna sleep........
i wanna g0 h0me......
i wanna eat ice cream with0ut feelin guilty............
i wanna exercise all my stress away................

s0rry t0 thick skinned guy.......i din mean it....n0w i feel much m0re w0rse

if i 0ffend any0ne , s0rry but i dun care .. :p
sigh f0rget t0 bring my toy t0day................................sigh...........i miss it.....

yea~finally can get 0nline at h0me...
d0wnl0ad a few miriam's s0ngs....buhahahhaha...
think i have en0ugh s0ngs t0 burn int0 2 cds...
maybe ask thick skinned guy t0 burn f0r me...
i kn0w u will be readin this....hahahhahahahahhaa..............

*yawn*
tired already...but need to do my ecid..
do halfway da cataloge n pr0ducts..n0w changed t0 sh0pping cart secti0n...
ask ps if she can switch...she said she already d0ne it half way...duhz...like i dun...
okie ..i sound mean....

in a dilemma right n0w..did i g0t that w0rd right..
anyway........this freelance job is starting t0 tear me apart...sh0uld i c0ntinue?
huh freelance job still that bad??
erm....cause u g0t not much supp0rt fr0m ur family ?
cause da stress fr0m sch0ol is en0ugh t0 make u cry??
okie n0t that scary....
but ..slowly l0sin heart...c0nfidence...in myself
cause i see many different kinds of pe0ple in da w0rld..in the family...everywhere..
but thats why the w0rld is s0 interesting huh??
*rolls eyes*

my fren still asked me whether yashi still wans t0 j0in da c0mpany..
i said n0...
i dun think i wan to b0ther any0ne in my family...
n i kn0w whats the answer is..
n0 p0int askin ...
i might sound selfish...
but its kinda dem0ralisin when u cant get supp0rt fr0m relatives and all..

why is it gettin m0re and m0re depressing...??
sigh......never mind