no matter how much i try
i always feel like a shit at the end of the day
i always make this mistake
i cant feel angry..i cant show it
no matter what
i must put on a smile
felt very sad when i saw my dad
suddenly he looked so old
he was in so much pain
all i can do is to hold his hand
i wanna hear a voice
i need a simple favour from him
but he was busy..
he didnt hear the plead in my voice
back to assignments
perhaps i should stop this blog
its so depressing anyway