Women ( sometimes) are scary creatures

they can be very unreasonable
they can be snobby and bimbo at the same time
they can spent thousands and thousands of dollars to impress strangers
they can yell at you on the phone, but will appear terribly nice when they show up for their appointments
they want you to know all their names and "usual" habits by heart
their eyes widen the moment they hear the word FREE/ DISCOUNT
their favourite words are " I DONT CARE. YOU BETTER DO THIS.. OR THIS"
they dont talk. they yell or whisper.
they dont bid goodbye. they just hang up the phone

my patience level just went up
office yes
outlet NO

finally, i'm well enough to go for a run
was too lazy to run on monday
was too sick to run on tuesday and wednesday
but it has to rain on thursday night

good thing is
climbing is still on tomorrow
YAY !!!!!!

but i still got to take my medication
bleh

A half day off ( its a pretty long post)

weekend is over ( already?)

been feeling sort of lost
actually, this feeling lingers within me ever since i started working
i try not to think much about it
night running helps alot. really
just for temporary effects
but this horrible sinking feeling makes me sick
its gettin harder and harder to hide away my emotions
when being asked " so what do you work as?"
i cant answer
i dont know what's the answer

human beings are so weird....
bleh

i've been having nightmares since saturday night
i dreamt of this long lost friend
its been so long since we speak to each other, i almost couldnt recognise his voice
muahaha...thats too exaggerating
i woke up , feelin much worse than ever
but this time, there's no tears

next
i dreamt of bobbie
he was lying on the floor, lifeless
he lost most of his fur, he became smaller
then dad said he's ready to go
old age is catching up
i carried him in my arms till the end

IT WAS SO SCARY!

imagine my joy
when i opened my door and see him sitting outside, wagging his tail
he was waiting for me
to play with him
=)

at least i know
someone else is there for me no matter what
haha

today is tuesday
i missed the monday blues
at least i thought so

i got bogged down by flu, sore throat, headache and slight fever
hence i applied for a half day leave
the rain was pretty heavy and my slippers aint that reliable
i fell down the stairs, in front of 2 tourists
they just stare and said " ouch"
" right. that sure helps alot pal"
welcome to singapore
hope to see you no more

oh goody
now the left side of my jeans are soaked wet
i almost slipped again
these 2 young teenagers laughed out loudly right in front of me
too sick to bother with you kiddo
if i ever see either one of you again
i will shove my slippers up YOUR SMELLY ASSHOLE!
stupid fuckers
i hope you will slip and fall by a pool of dog pee
then you will break every single spinal bone of yours

i'm so mean hor?
nah i'm just trying to be

this gentleman offered to share his umbrella with me
he looked decent ( looks can be deceiving =p )
he's short
so we exchanged smiles
see?
i can be nice too
haha

still having fever....
oh my god..
i need dinner
it might help