Poke

was pretty glad to receive a friendster message from a friend

i'm totally broke now
i keep saying "budget budget"

budget your head lah mad

i shall allow myself to eat yoghurt everyday
pure determination i tell ya
the desire to lose weight and save money !
Isnt that brilliant?
but
i still want to watch seven swords first
anyone interested?

work was almost a complete waste today
spent most of the time talking to squid and valerie
both of us are like secondary kids who violated all the rules
only PLAIN black shoes
NO JEANS
only ONE pair of earrings
Dont do this , Dont do that

oh my gawk, somebody please kill THEM

will someone please brighten up my day?

fark lah
i go running tomorrow morning

i read estella's blog just now

well, i guess
i'm truly blessed
been ages since i feel loved

despite of all the mood swings, whiny behaviour, not answering phone call actions
i'm really glad
things turn out for the better ( i think)
even the healing process takes a longer time, it won't mean the wound will never heal
it will
and i truly believe that day will arrive ( it better come faster though..)
nothing in this world is more important than loving yourself
i got the rights to create my beautiful and interesting life

what long philosophical words you have written, mad
well i just pray i can feel that way as long as i could
WAHAHHAHAHA

i want to be stronger
i want to be more independent
i want to excel in whatever i do
i want to accquire more knowledge and skills
i want to be less blur ( HAHAHA)
i want to be more confident
i want to be more mature

i'm not asking too much right?
=p

i ate another 2 more ferreror rocher
*burp*
anymore chocolates i will throw up

oh please take note :
mentioned in the previous entry, the rightful time at which we had the potato cream soup was 5 plus in the morning.
Sorry for the wrong information. Special thanks to steph for informing me the error.

i'm slightly confused now
but..
i'm gonna be cool about this
*grins*

now..let me take a nap
then i'm gonna jog my memory later

i want the pictures! send me okay!

Sinful & Meaningful day

its now 1149am
i'm still at jingyang's place
steph is digging more chocolate from his fridge
andre is just waiting for the chocolate to come
and they are tempting me..
OH MY GOD

lets do a recap :
i had fish and chips & rose bud tea for lunch at coffee club
i had a mocha cream cake facial
i had a few mouthful of sea water
i had sara lee chocolate marble cake
i had a ferrero rocher
i had steph's last quarter of dark chocolate
i had nasi goreng and sugar cane juice
we had a good time singing at Kbox, 3 of us standing on the sofa dancing and singing
the few of us had potato chicken cream soup at around 3 plus in the morning
we had a heart to heart talking session... i just listen

i really got surprised when i saw the others grinning at me
i was mortified when they pressed my whole entire face into the cake

do you know :
i can skid with in my pink chiffon sandals
steph and i can laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh...hysterically
jurong is over there * points to the left* Boon Lay is at over there! * points to right* You have to take the right bus you know...

to shui : thanks gal for everything *HUG* i love ya !
to everyone : thank you =)

ps : i think i did something wrong.

I'm 20

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday happy birthday

Happy birthday to me!

*Loud applause*

*bows*

thank you thank you


congrats to you, madelyne
you are finally 20
no more excuses for being so childish okay