Saturday, July 12, 2003

yea...finally g0t back my lappy....*sob sob* miss u s0 much *huggin my lappy*
# huh what happen to ur lapt0p? #
....
--tuesday m0rnin--
was late f0r 0op practical ...o0ps...w0ke up late..tsk tsk ..
and this indian guy standin...my teacher...haha...but he's kinda nice..
but our pr0grammin teacers..are all indians...sigh..kinda hard t0 understand...
s0 i 0n my lappy...t0tal darkness..cant see a single thing..
eh..funny ..*adjust da brightness* nothin happen..*oh n0~~ what happen? shit shit...dun die 0n me arh...*
s0 in the end...send t0 mel centre ..

--end 0f st0ry--

meetin glad later....bringin me t0 this sal0n ..get a new haircut...
then after that..hm..meet shu hui and her klassmates..
then...meet the 0thers at raffles... celebrate squid's bday..
t0 squid : haPPy birThday ~~ stay cute always ~~ (this kinda thing n0 need t0 say 0ne..hahah)
*grins* l0ve ya~


feelin kinda ...erm..sad lately.. every0ne's seems t0 be in l0ve..sigh -_-""
haha...


yesterday was erm..kinda vexing...
sms t0 shu hui...at least there's a listener..thankz gal
cant help thinkin bout it.....
s0 went swimmin t0 let it all 0ut...
haha...feels great after that, t0ok a deep breath and h0ld it as l0ng as i c0uld...after that, things seems t0 be m0re brighter, and yea ...certainly makes me feel betta..
hmm..s0 thats h0w u sh0uld l0ok at life isnt?
maybe this i shall keep it a secret ...
...haha me talkin rubbish again...

suddenly wana spent m0re time with my classmates...feel very guilty haha
they are really really nice pe0ple...at least they n0ticed my existence?
haha...anyway wanna say thankz t0 them :)
but dun think they are readin my bl0g...except maybe 0ne 0f them :) hahaha...

ask me why suddenly i bec0me s0 sentimental? n0 lah~~ just that life makes up 0f all these little things...s0metimes we sh0uld say our thanks mah..isnt it? haha...

suddenly, i think 0f h0w glad and i bec0me such g0od friends..haha
n0w c0me t0 think 0f it ...its s0 funny...and unexpected ?
right glad? haha...i know u will c0nfirm smile :)
thanks f0r puttin up with my craziness and all ...
you been a g0od friend..

..*h0w c0me this bl0g bec0me like this ? haha...neber mind..*

t0 li0nel : thanks f0r being such a great friend, f0r puttin up with me ...
i think you are the 0nly one considered me alive and seri0usly
0nce again thankz :)

*l0oks at da time*
shit i'm g0nna be late ..again..
haha...

f0r all th0se i din menti0n..
*hugs to u *
haha...
ciaoz




Tuesday, July 08, 2003

my class mate askin me why did i write s0 much in a p0st...oh well .....g0t many st0ries t0 say mah...
s0...where d0 i c0ntinue...
hmm..0h yea...2nd day 0f camp

--2th july--
its treasure hunt day~~ pe0ple lets get crazy....haha
wake up ...at ar0und 7 i guess...i mean well we are supp0sed t0 wake up at that time...buahah...
c0lin just t0uched me..and i w0ke up...
p00r us....have t0 sleep at the mon0rail stati0n...pathetic huh...its the 1st night ever f0r us t0 get s0me rest...
ber ab0ut t0 give us a briefin when we realised 0ne pers0n is missin....squid...
she was still sleepin....tsk tsk....see her sleep s0 soundly...wana put t00thpaste 0nt0 her face..wahaha...

mad : *yawn* very tired...can i c0ntinue t0m0rrow?
NO~~ finish n0w....
orh...0kay l0r...* sad* haha....

then s0..erm...we had breakfast..haha...then the treasure game starts~~
whaha...0ur 1st st0p...underwater w0rld....
" under da sea....under da sea...darlin its better d0wn where its wetter take it fr0m me~~
l0oked f0r da gamemasters f0r so long....and finally f0und them~~ vincent and jessie...and the gr0up played da number game...
whaha....watch them play...s0 funny...
maybe thats what we l0oked like 1 year ag0 ba...
the pe0ple start t0 talk lia0...am0ng themselves...feel bery happy..haha..
the wh0le day was s0 damn h0t....
last game....was erm...this pettie lady...quite cute...and pretty..haha...
all 0f us went int0 da sea...and dun wan get 0ut....
aftern00n.....finally g0t an idea f0r the play...
wah...spent the late aftern0on plannin and discussin...
few guys still dun wana 0pen their m0uth...feelin abit frustrated...
g0t a bit attitude pr0blem....whatever....let me be bad f0r awhile
campfire start lia0~ wah...* if u realise the st0ry is gettin faster and faster...cuz my audience dun like l0ng winded st0ries mah...duhx~~ and me als0 gettin tired lia0...haha*
everything g0es ...erm..0kie ba..
j0s in h0t s0up..haha ...
every0ne's g0t their bags checked...we entertain 0urselves by singing and laughin at 0urselves...
afiq g0t sick...suddenly feel very sad...h0pe things get betta....h0pe everything turns 0ut okay....
suddenly remembered havent g0t the prizes ready....sigh...where t0 buy....
ben said discuss when da freshies dismissed....wh0le gr0up wana sleep at the t0wer there...
li0nel seems eager t0 j0in them...can understand why.....
wana tell him i'll j0in them later...when i finish the prizes with ben 1st....
and then....dun wana talk b0ut it lah...wun understand anyway......
buahaha......
me reali reali bery tired .....all 0f us start tellin gh0st st0ries...haha..p0or alvin...cannot eat his crab crackers...cuz he g0t a s0re thr0at..hehe..the 0ther gr0up leaders als0 start l0sin their v0ices..
fell asleep within the next 2 h0urs...w0ke up at 5 pluz...feelin very very sick...and c0ld...
and faezah..this gal in my gr0up..she wana g0 t0 da ladies....
s0 tw0 of us struggled back to da camp site....we b0th fell asleep at the shelter 0utside the mon0rail stati0n...
n0w c0me to think 0f it...we are reali s0 pathetic..hahha...r0ughin out huh~ =P
6 pluz in da m0rnin...i went back t0 da tent and sleep....s0 nice ...wah~
remembered s0me0ne w0ke me up....erm...dun0 whu lah...f0rget lia0...










me n0w in cs r0om.....listenin t0 pe0ple talkin crap....esp derrick
buahah...t0day is such a tirin day...
fr0m 10am t0 5pm..n0 break...h0w can it be like this~~ where is 0ur student right~~
=P my ecid teacher let us 0ff early....cuz he als0 dun0 when t0 start ....lolz ...
had my lunch finally....s0 hungry...
later g0in runnin...buahhaha...see hands0me guys...
oh squid g0in 0ff lia0...s0 sh0uld be 3 pm n0w...eh wait..she's neber 0n time f0r her klasses ..
c0lin g0in crazy lia0....haha they all singin in the end....tsk tsk...
oh yea n0w i remember ...havent start 0n the 2nd day 0f the camp...
hehe..i saved it 0n my lappy....
shu hui and i plannin t0 cut hair this weekend....but dun0 h0w much leh..
we havin a farewell dinner f0r andy this friday....again m0ney...
buahaha..neber mind...m0ney is meant t0 be spent anyway mah...
wana get r0llerblades...then..hm...s0me new cl0thes?
havent get my pay yet...argh...havent call shina t0 remind her b0ut my pay...
havent s0rt out the receipts....damn lazy...
headache headache...
*looks at da time*
later g0 runnin at 6...
this time MUST RUN~~

Monday, July 07, 2003

me n0w in class..haha...my new ment0r...mdm Jane Te0..she l0oks friendly...
but i still like andy best...wahhaha...
*s0b* he g0in in next 2 weeks....wah~~ * cry liao*
pe0ple n0w takin their temp n0w....me n0w typin buahhaa...
first day 0f sch0ol...any th0ughts? any reflecti0ns? any res0luti0ns??
*think* hmm.... same 0ld stuff ba...study hard... w0rk hard..play hard...
and appreciate everything in life....esp my friends...whahhaa...
t0uchin mah? cry ba pe0ple~~

*hugz*

Sunday, July 06, 2003

damn damn ...cant get 0nline...shit s0methin wr0ng with my c0nnection...sigh watever...
s0 n0w writin this 0n the n0tepad...

feelin sad n0w...dun0 why...
brain is achin ....think t00 much ba ....
think b0ut wat? really i g0t n0 idea...
me waitin at bus st0p...ben went 0ff first lia0....
t00pid ben....need s0me0ne t0 talk...aiya whatever....bleh =p
what sh0uld i d0...h0w h0w...
me listenin t0 mandy m0ore's crush ..

i g0t a crush 0n u ...i h0pe u feel the way that i d0....
i get a rush when i'm with y0u
o0h..i g0t a crush 0n u ...a crush 0n you..
i wish i c0uld i tell s0meb0dy but there's n0 b0dy t0 talk t0
n0b0dy kn0ws i g0t a crush 0n u .....

haha..nice ba ...l0ve this s0ng..esp n0w...cuz it explains my feelin n0w...hahaha....

me wana cut my hair...sh0rt..maybe......slighty m0re bel0w the ear...
get many layers....abit 0f b0yish style...
change my partin...squid c0mbed my hair ...change t0 side partin..kinda like it..haha
then c0lor mui hair t0 c0pper red....ask ric t0 help me c0lor ...whahah...

sms glad this aftern0on....ask him t0 g0 cut hair with me...
sayin he g0t app0intment .. cant wait f0r me....*sulk*
tml g0t bbq with jiaYi and da 0thers...neber ask me al0ng...*sulk*
i neber replied him.....s0 he din sms me back...*sulk*

me wana be a girl~~ well i mean i'm a gal lah...DUHz~~
me wana be treated like a gal..
me wana dressed up liked a gal.....
me wana be ...erm ...pretty like a gal? haha...laugh at me ba..-_-"
sigh...heck care lah...
guys dun treat me like a gal anyway...oh well except a few...
me wana be looked as a gal....

tried c0nnectin again...still unsuccessful.....damn
sigh f0rget it liao lah...me just write all these in here ba..
t0morr0w g0t a 0utin with all da freshies and the GLs...
haha....0nly one pers0n n0t invited hahah....
i feel a teeny weeny s0rry f0r him.....
eyes bery heavy liao...
haha....t0morr0w g0in swimmin with squid....hehe...

11:03 PM 7/5/2003

1st july
yeah~~ its the first day 0f 3d0~~ oh w0w... went t0 harb0urfr0nt mrt stati0n t0 meet the freshies..wahhaha...
l00ked at mui self in da mirr0r...wah...dark rings....later will scare the freshies lia0...buahhaha....*evil laugh*
me feelin s0 damn damn damn damn HUNGRY....maybe thats why cant get t0 sleep .....st0mach been empty f0r like...*use fingers t0 c0unt* ...erm...hm..f0rget lia0...fr0m 8 pm pluz...t0 8 in da m0rnin ba...wah....
li0nel gettin a bit stressed lia0....t00 many pe0ple c0me s0 suddenly....he wans da pe0ple t0 m0ve t0 the 0ther side 0f the stati0n...but abit diffcult...whatever lah....din like the way he ask the GLs ... c0me t0 think 0f it...als0 cann0t blame him...haha...he din get t0 sleep als0 mah....i think n0b0dy sleeps...buahaha...
luckily i went with squid t0 draw m0ney f0r the tickets...and get a h0t tea...but still i din get t0 drink it ...
c0me back with da tea....my gr0up is already there lia0..wah s0 many pe0ple...abit nerv0us....
"oh hi pe0ple!" me smiled t0 the pe0ple ....with all the blur faces...haha...ben standin beside me ...laughin....that dum dum...ahha...
suddenly f0rget all the ice breakers games lia0...what the hell are u d0in mad~~ think think~ dun stare like an idi0t~ haha..
we played the "whu what huh" haha....see th0se pe0ple play...l00ks bery funny...
walked all da way t0 sent0sa...0n the way chatted with da newbies...haha...s0 fun ....
paid f0r da tickets...when i l00ked ar0und...realised me all al0ne...what da hell....$#$%!@)#
t0ok a bus t0 palawan beach...when i g0t d0wn ...saw the pe0ple already reachin there...wah h0w they walked sia...s0 fast...
spent the aftern00n pitchin tents....damn tired...s0me guys in my gr0up just stand there....
li0nel did al0t f0r them ...wana tell him n0t t0 try t0o hard...let the freshies t0 do themselves....
s0 they kn0w each 0ther betta....but dun0 h0w t0 tell him....
havent eaten a single thing yet...felt as if i'm g0in t0 faint....
12 pluz...i think...the f0od finally arrived...yum yum...
what did we have? hm....nasi lemak? f0rget liao...hahha......
my gr0up abit quiet....kinda disapp0inted in them.........but neber mind ba..feelin a bit stressed th0ugh
while playin the games...i feel s0 sleepy ...*yawn*
r0bert was teachin the campfire s0ngs....while we just sat there..l0okin blurrer than ever...
squid and i end up sleepin at the beach ...while the freshies played the water b0mb game...buahah....
then every0ne start thr0win water b0mbs at every0ne...all g0t wet..haha except..why? cuz i smart mah....
n0 lah...cuz i was sittin far away...feelin abit blue...haha...
went f0r the night walk...me g0t a bit scared by the ntu pe0ple....hahah...mad ...t0opid arh....

at night... many 0f us slept at the m0n0rail train stati0n...think thats the 1st night i managed t0 get s0me sleep.....but still g0t many mosquitoes ...curse th0se mosquitoes~~ argh~~ wake up at ar0und 7.....


--30th june--
0ne m0re day t0 3d0...cant wait ...t00 excited...
pe0ple start t0 wash up....packin stuff...
every0ne carried stuff t0 the camp site....
squid turns 0n the tv t0 watch cart00ns...hehe...
aLL done....ben and i went t0 sdc t0 settle f0r the campfire site.....erm....sdc? t00pid arh...sdc = sentosa development coorparation...hahaha...clever mah..buhaha
0n the way back ...feel s0 sleepy ....ask ben t0 give me massages hahaha....
after that...ben , li0nel kaiJie and i went back h0me....p00r ben...his bike ...luckily he g0t a cab h0me...
i slept all the way h0me...luckily manage t0 wake up in time
reached h0me...h0use s0 messy....laundry havent d0ne....things n0t in 0rder...sigh...
s0 mad decided t0 wash all the cl0thes ....dried them 0ut... tidied the h0use....
after that....its already reachin 6 pm...sigh...meetin lionel and kaijie at 7.30pm...and i havent packed my stuff yet...
hm....neber mind....mad just lied d0wn f0r awhile..the bed l0oked s0 nice..haha...zzzzzz...i fell asleep and when i wake up ...its already 7.15...oh shit shit....
f0rget it...sms lionel t0 g0 ahead .....
at seah inn f00d centre...saw li0nel buyin chicken rice f0r the 0thers..ahaha
g00d...chicken rice...n0w then i realise i din ate anythin except soya milk f0r the wh0le day.......
had a candle night dinner with mosquitoes coils burnin around us...haha
then we practise da campfire s0ngs....
ber and derrick started to discuss b0ut the games…the NTU pe0ple als0 havin their camp activities at the same time…sigh
tried t0 sleep in the tents…but mosquitoes keep on bitin me…po0r mad….
Can even hear the buzzin sound….sigh…
Li0nel went missin again….think he’s at the t0wer there…sms him…yea ..he’s there…haha
L00ks ar0und t0 see any0ne else….n0pe…ric and the 0thers went t0 expl0re the haunted h0use…
Kangni sleepin s0 s0undly..n0t fair …h0w c0me she can sleep in peace~~ -_-“””
Hm…oh there’s squid…ask her g0 tower with me ba….need s0me peace and less mosquitoes t0 sleep…wake kangni up…see if she wants t0 c0me al0ng or n0t….
Went up there….feels s0 g0od…its windy and beautiful up there…wow….all the lights…*huh? What lights?* aiya fr0m the ships lah..duhz….oh..haha
And also all the stars….j0seph is already there lia0…haha…and dun0 h0w c0me…ric and 0thers appears fr0m n0where…ahha…
Lionel again disappear t0 an0ther t0wer…..
Me sleep 0n squid’s thigh …feel s0 nice hahhaha
Close my eyes..s0 tired..but I cant sleep …I just cant…and I don’t kn0w…
Feel a tap on my sh0ulder….saw this figure standin …lo0ks s0 tall..0h its li0nel…
He puts this thing on my sh0ulder…dun0 wats that….think f0r few secs…oh a cap…huh? Where did u get this? Oh neber mind…thankz…return u in the m0rnin…need this t0 cover my face…
At least its nice up here…wow I cant stay there f0rever
Ber and derrick came…we end up talking crap t0gether..haha
Countin d0wn the h0urs t0 3d0…
Its already 5 am…3 more h0urs t0 3d0….wow…cant wait…
Imagine meetin the freshies with dark rings…buahaha..they wil think that we are s0me weird pe0ple..hahha..wat am I talking…

--end of 3d0 part 1---
*yawn* feelin s0 sleepy n0w…t0m0rr0w then c0ntinue ba….
Nite…haha….

+++ i was writin this 2 nights ...but suddenly g0t disc0nnected...sigh...
then tried again LAsT NIGHT...then cant even get c0nnected....sucks...t0tally sucks...++

*yawn*
i cant believe after s0 many h0urs 0f sleep ....i still can yawn..haha thats me mah...*grins*
finally reached h0me yesterday...at ar0und six pluz....grabbed my harry p0tter and headed t0 the bed...haha....
w0ke up at 10 pluz....in the m0rnin...w0w...haha....

--29th june... 8 pluz in da m0rnin---
me w0ke up at 8 pluz...packed my stuff and called the driver...everything's checked? c00L...
9am...driver sh0uld be here anytime..think i g0 d0wn earlier ba....just in case driver cant find me....
9 am pluz... ahuh....started t0 rain lia0...shit .... and the driver is late....damn ..ben sms sayin t0 take it easy, its rainin quite heavily...and ric just called t0 tell me n0t t0 be late....-_-""
alm0st reachin 10am....0h damn damn....driver just called t0 said its rainin heavily at tampiness...will be late...cynwell and r0y keep 0n callin me...sigh....me here feelin s0 damn c0ld and sleepy....curse the rain...^&*($%#&^* then shu hui sms me g00d m0rnin....=) thats s0 sweet 0f her..thankz darlin~~ *muack*
driver finally here~~and i dun n0e him at all...haha this blangadesh guy...(wr0ng spellin ..dun care) ...is my c0usin's fren ...ric and the 0thers keep makin fun 0f me...=p
g0t everthing f0r the camp....set 0ff t0 sent0sa...
reach there b0ut 11am...spent 15 mins searchin f0r the chalet...yes yes...very blur 0f me....cant helped it mah~~ haha
after many turns ...left and right...we finally f0und it....buhahah....
cynwell and kaiJie stayed back t0 l0ok after the stuff....
ben came and helped me....but we already finished everythin...ready t0 g0 f0r the water....tsk tsk...see ben ..ask u t0 stay at the st0r and wati f0r us...hahha..but thankz al0t...luckily u are there...
0utta sent0sa...n0w headed t0 my cousin's place...haha...
then say bye bye t0 bangladesh guy ...and treat him a drink..
n0w g0in to bukit merah...s0mewhere ..s0meplace called kim tian r0ad? my fren's mum st0re mah~ hahha ...very l0ng story one lah...
l0aded the water t0 the van....and auntie gave us ice creams~~ yummmy~~ thank you aunt ~
back t0 sent0sa~~ every0ne lo0ked s0 tired....thankz alot pe0ple....
my cuzin asked me whether i wana g0 t0 his place and sleep first....then he send me back here....
me wana said yes~~~ feelin s0 s0 s0 s0 tempted...but *l0oked at the guys* i said n0 ba...i have t0 helped 0ut....
and s0 mad stays 0n..haha...
waitin f0r derrick t0 bring lunch f0r us...
we all stayed in the air c0n r00ms...
s0...s0ng...hahahhha

--aftern00n--
every0ne's here~~ oh w0w~~ s0 happy ....
the m0st happiest thing~~ chicken rice~~ yum yum...anything tastes g00d when u are hungry...and esp when u had n0thin f0r breakfast...
every0ne starts givin me receipts...wah...suddenly feel very stressed lia0....*sweatin and swearin...* hahha
ber starts t0 demostratin the games t0 the GMs...me feelin sleepy ....

--evenin--
ben ...jamie...and the others and Me~~ went d0wn to harb0urfr0nt t0 buy f00d f0r dinner....
we decided t0 have pasta + chicken + swiss mushr0oms f0r dinner.....creamy chicken s0up and als0 beef steak f0r supper...hahaha
g0t l0tsa junk f00d...and apple tea....
came back....s0meone said ben's bike g0es cranky...00ps....ben g0tten abit pissed
while waitin f0r dinner...ric and me fell asleep watchin the tv....
hear many v0ices...hear many pe0ple talkin crap....haha....dun care...
s0me0ne w0ke up me.....*mad u wana eat or not? eat first lah..later then sleep*
0rh...feelin abit blur...and c0ld...damn...* neber mind lah...wait till ber finish first...then pass me the left0vers ba....
* mad nah... okie lia0...take the rest*
oh....ha0 ba...
oh lionel came lia0....we chatted while i eatin my dinner....after many m0uthfuls...feel bery full lia0...
h0w c0me still cant finish ...sigh ..dun care lah ....
still g0t chicken s0up? ......f0rget it....

--night--
every0ne sittin ar0und the table....preparin f0r the games....s0me callin t0 lo0k f0r helpers...0thers watchin tv..haha...
als0 dun0 why we t00k s0 l0ng...but we went f0r our nightwalk at ar0und 1? or 12? heck care lah...
wah...a bit scary leh....hm...mad must n0t be afraid...cann0t let pe0ple see u are scared....
paired up in tw0s...lah...s0 n0t alone l0r..haha...
s0me0ne yelled " everyb0dy h0ld hands ! ! l0o 0ut f0r each 0ther "
s0 li0nel and i h0ld hands f0r b0ut 10 t0 15 mins ba....
t0t it was n0thin much...until after the walk ...i feel s0methin is amiss..hmm....

after da walk....st0pped at 7-11 ...ahha....grabbed a v0lka ...the b0ttle l0oked s0 nice....decided t0 keep it ....
mui face started t0 gr0w h0t....feel h0t...and turns red~~ s0...what else is new....duhz...
feel very bery very bery tired.....reali wana sleep....
g0 f0r a sh0wer....and i suddenly awake....this mad arh...she's s0 weird...tsk tsk...haha.......
the gals slept in the r00m inside...squid and jamie kept 0n makin each 0ther laugh...and ber just kept her eyes 0pen...sayin i cant sleep...
s0mething wr0ng with da pe0ple....hm..muZ be the f00d wahhaha....
squid and ber start teasin me...ab0ut? oh well ...eh...erm...watever lah....u guys arh.....tsk tsk ...
evverything g0es very fast....and i fell asleep...zzzz...
w0ke up 0ccasi0nally in the night...feelin s0 damn c0ld....use blankey t0 c0ver my wh0le b0dy ba~~...brrr.......makes n0 difference...
finally wakes up at ar0und 8 pluz in da m0rnin...then i see this pers0n ..makes me feel happy haha....