Friday, September 05, 2003

havent start studyin yet.............
WTH are u d0in mad~~
0rh......*takes out nf b0ok*

*yawn* still feelin sleepy........
cant c0ncentrate......die...like this again..buhahha
sigh guess i have t0 g0 offline t0 study ba....
hehe...
kinda like the lyrics of this song...haha...

" come clean" by hilary duff

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Than always staying in
Feel the wind

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

http://www.nationalgeographic.com/channel/inca/------> see how they unwrap a mummy

Thursday, September 04, 2003

the answer is :
Ellen loves Chad who loves Mary who loves David who loves Gloria who loves Arthur who loves Helen who loves Bruce who loves Ellen.

-------------------------------L0gic test----------------------------------------
Four men and four women are shipwrecked on a deserted island.
Eventually each person falls in love with one person and is loved by one person.
You are given the following information:
(a)Chad loves the girl who is in love with David.
(b)Arthur loves the girl who loves the man who loves Ellen.
(c)Bruce loves the girl who loves the man who loves Mary.
(d)Gloria does not love Bruce.
(e)Helen loves a man who does not love Gloria.

There is no mutual love interest (nobody loves the person who loves them back).
Nobody is homosexual or narcisstic.
Who loves who?



hmm.. dun have anything t0 say..
* s0 why are u here??*
0h....used t0 it liao ba..hahahha....

cant wait f0r t0m0rr0w t0 come...haha
n0pe haven finish mui revisi0n yet...
just hmm because after t0m0rr0w....i can g0 sh0pping~
buhahha.....me wanna get an0ther hairband....
this time n0t lendin any0ne to wear it.............zzzzz
*huh what happen to ur previ0us 0ne?*
oh..t00 much stretchin n bendin i guess...hahha

s0me to p0nder ab0ut....
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon
to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs,
their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up,
he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things
he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods
where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.
Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a
fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the
man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In
his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with it descriptive words. Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths
only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had
died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be
moved next to the window.
The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have
compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind
and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."

------Epilogue: -------------------------------------------
"There is tremendous happiness in making others happy,
despite our own situations"

i dun really believe in g0d 0r whatever religi0n.....
but s0metimes i wish i can say a prayer f0r myself...haha
" make me l0ve IT...........thanks"

i know what's my weakest p0int..th0ugh i hate t0 admit it...
i dun think i can ever 0verc0me it .....th0ugh i really want t0 ...can i?
i knew it since i was in pri sch00l...amazing huh?
*nods head*
oh well ...whats the use.... -_-"

shouldnt be writin this now..but i need to get this 0ff my mind...f0r the time being
i really dun wanna flunk the c0mm0n test...hate t0 l0se out t0 anyone...
call that kiasu ....call me a liar when i say i dun care
i'm not sayin everyone's the same
but i dun wan to be at the b0tt0m
i dun wan to be the one always needs help.....
i hate myself when i need to ask for help
i hate myself when i fail my test..........
doesnt anyone?
i dun wan to find excuses for myself anymore
i dun want to be dependent anymore
......can i ?
sometimes i w0nder myself.......
n0tice my weakest p0int n0w?
:) buhahhahaha read carefully ar~
hahhaa...............

what the heck am i blabberin ab0ut......

http://daiquiribird.philsites.net/saiyuki/gallery/index.php------------kinda like this webbie ---> Gensomaden saiyuki

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

me feelin sleepy..after erm..3 hrs and less 0f readin the n0tes...
hmm think the studies are pr0ven right...
spendin h0urs readin in fr0nt of the computer makes a pers0n feels sleepy.........buahahha
and als0 worsens 0ne's eyesight........
l0ok at mui friends~~
c0llin--------> wear specs
derick-------> wear specs
thick skinned pers0n--------> dun wear specs...but he cant see anyway..buhahaaha
weeliat-------> wear specs...play t00 much wc ar....

buhahhaa......

think i c0ntinue mui ecid...ba...
maybe later da test........g0 cycle again...

http://www.crimelibrary.com/

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

argh..........stupid erm..pe0ple..
why did u al cl0se da p0ol~~
*whines*
me needs to .....w0rkout...........BADLY

*l0oks at my schedule*
-______________-""
rest 0f da days b0oked...........the next free day is next m0n.....(tbc)
sigh....sad sad sad.....

flipped thr0ugh o0p already....think t0night better start 0n it......
t0m0rr0w m0rnin........then ecid....haha
then maybe i can have the time to g0 swimmin...........s0mewhere....hahaha
*evil laugh*

sigh.......suddenly miss squid
dunn0 why........
miss her laughter
miss her crap...
hahahhaha.........

is bitterg0urd that bad......
me l0ve all the veggies in da wh0le wide w0rld except brinja
buhahha why? hmm....n0 idea......
just dun like
like means like
dun like means dun like
there is no reason behind this
and there is no explanation f0r this
hahaha........................................

1 plate 0f salm0n rice set...
an0ther plate 0f satay chicken rice......
n0w this s0urs0p dessert?

i realised i need t0 w0rkout m0re.........
when u g0t friends wh0 can eat s0 much
u just have t0 w0rkout ....on behalf 0f them
hahaha...................
talkin rubbish here

*looks at time*
hmm...... 6pluz...
just finish my lunch........i think haha
think i just grab an apple
...or get a glass 0f milk haha



http://www.ebaumsworld.com/dirtymindtest.html

Monday, September 01, 2003

sigh..........i'm startin to d0ubt myself
my EQ...........
my ability to abs0rb..........
my ability to think........
my ability to understand........
my ability to f0cuz.......

i cant c0ncentrate............
s0meb0dy kill me please.........
sigh

i'm g0in crazy s00n..........
really need all the luck to pass...........sigh
what the heck is goin on with me~~
use ur brain u idert~

sigh........
why did i take IT....
-_-"

sigh

hehe just finished a yummy h0t d0g with egg...
cant believe my st0mach was gr0wlin at me durin the paper...ahaha
guess da paper is quite 0kay....especially when you still dun0 what you g0nna be tested 0n the night bef0re..

funny...how come suddenly pe0ple has s0 many l0bangs f0r me....
hahaha........*grins*

argh...so many sms c0min in...
cann0t write....-_-""

think mom n dad had a arguement last night...
dad c0mplains to me in the middle 0f the night...while i was studyin.......
mum c0mplains t0 me in the m0rnin .......while i was studyin.............
what the heck with u adults~
cant u just talk to each 0ther~~
sigh.........
this m0vin thingy is gettin 0n every0ne's nerves......except my br0
that slacker.......................

me sh0uld be studyin right n0w........but waitin f0r this thick skinned guy ...need to to sign something
hahhaha........so s0ng.
:p

0kay me g0tta study
i mean STUDY haha......

g0tta g0 tanj0ng pagar....why?
sell newspaper lah.....sales there is G00d~~

s0me pe0ple kinda ann0ys me ...
i mean real ann0yin............
esp when pe0ple ask whether u have study this and that.......
p0kkin t0 see h0w much they l0se 0ut..or take 0ver y0u........

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" hows ur studying?"
mad : hmm okay .... i guess
" study now what?"
mad: oh....my db lor
" then the 0thers leh?"
mad: also okay ..........
" ur oop?"
mad:...............
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there are s0 many faces in this w0rld
the liars....the hypocrites....the selfish ones...
and als0 the 0nes that lives the singap0re spirit....KIA see .....----------------> scared t0 l0se out t0 anything
haha.....
s0meh0w this type 0f pe0ple Stands out m0re....

m0m is naggin at me again........she d0esnt even listen t0 me...
will i be like her one day?
hmm............h0pe n0t.....
just the perfect s0ng i'm listenin n0w...
Remy Zero - Save Me.........hahaha

me wanna make mui own blog......i mean design everything....
mui own webbie...
haha......
saw collin's ....thanks...
eh...can ch00se an0ther pic 0r n0t?
n0w i feel like d0in it f0r myself...
hahha.........

0ff t0 study.....................................i mean it this time




Sunday, August 31, 2003

May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh! How far you are from home

Mornie utĂșlie (darknesss has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantie (darknesss has fallen)
A promise lives within you now

May it be the shadows call
Will fly away
May it be your journey on
To light the day
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun

Mornie utĂșlie (darknesss has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantie (darknesss has fallen)
A promise lives within you now

A promise lives within you now

just w0ke up ...feelin damn hungry
s0 here i am ...eatin my 0wn made egg sandwich...

just w0ke up...realised its already aftern00n...
sigh... need t0 study..
realised i din study much this week
great..............................................................................................*full of guilt*

just w0ke up......havin me myself al0ne at h0me
every0ne's s0 busy............wat b0ut me??
m0m n dad been busy ab0ut the m0ving...br0? nah.............
sigh...........................feel s0 useless

thick skinned pers0n just finished w0rk...
make me feel s0 damn guilty....................
-_-"
wat the heck..........


m0rnin blues.........sunday m0rnin blues..................
hmm..
sh0uld be sunday aftern00n blues.............

g0ssipin with els0n n0w...
man cant believe i'm g0ssipin with his guy......hahaa
*why?*
well.....cause... we din talk much bef0re i guess
me s0 glad t0 have a fren like him...
*why?*
cuz he can teach me ph0t0graphy mah~ makes me feel n0t like a freak here.........hahahah
*RUbbish*
yea me rubbish......haha

i need t0 see glad............
i duno why.................
he makes me feel s0 n0t happy................haha
but i can confide in him
t0 glad: u better make urself free 0n weekends h0r...........................................*this is an 0rder*
0h.......he's already "b00ked"
sigh dun wan me ar
fine........me g0 find an0ther 0ne........hahaa
nah........:P

i need to see s0meone familiar.....................................
s0me0ne who......kn0ws me?