Saturday, August 07, 2004

Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what, what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

i hate it when i cant concentrate
i hate it when i cant find something to do
or at least something i can fully delicate my whole self into it
i hate it that i cant find my direction
i hate it when i feel myself as a burden
i hate it when i'm lost in my own fairytale land
i hate it when i'm late for class
i hate it when nobody knows how i feel

in other words
ihatemyself

my mind is makin alot of turns
left...then right...to the dead end..
but i dig my way out..
and now its turning back...
oh wait i'm back to where i started
-_-"
argh!!!
i need the map

andyouwhenareyoufinallygoingtostopandtakeabreathandtalktomeforawhile
causeyouaresuchaninsensitveidiotandiamaweakarghiwannabestrongperson
andiamsickoffeelinglikethiscauseineverfeelsobetterinmywholelifewhileyouaregone
nowiamwonderingwhatdoesthatmeans

now i seriously wonders who would read that..
hahahha
no one i guess...


i'm lost
darn it
why shouldnt i be happy?
right? right?


ummm
i'm retarded
perhaps
something isnt right

wow..
i got the whole set of naruto figurines!
i got the signature of gundam creator!
i got new nike low dunk shoes ! with cool cool colors!
my fave old wife's cakes !
naruto fan book only avaliable from hong kong

need to stop thinkin
i need to talk
i'm talkin to you now!!!!!!

ahahhahahaa

i'm been tested and i passed it with a good result (i think)
i dont deny i am weak
neither will i deny i am strong
i'll just take in what i have
and give all i can

there's nothin left to say
i got my eyes shut
prayin they wont stray





feelin slightly confused now
no..no?? yes?? why??
hell..
help

last weekend was a great one
lets do a recap

28th july thurs
had dinner at mount faber hill bistro
the fish steak is deee-licious
got my 1st birthday cake
it's a strawberry cake!

29th july fri
got a few errands to run
feelin sleepy the whole day
dinner was yummy and quite healthy too...i think
bananas,mangoes,strawberries,cherries,drumsticks,salad
with herseys chocolate dip !
lastly, banana chocolate cake from sweet secrets!

30th july
finally got a chance to watch king arthur
received free popcorn and drink.. =0
all thanks to cineleisure and rica
who helped us to lost those precious 8 tickets
and can u believe i got lost my way in that building???
geezz
feelin kinda lonely on the way home
lots of sms keepin comin in
happy birthday to me..

31st july
my best pal cancelled our date
-_-"
went down to sentosa to meet jervis and others
want plannin to hang out with a new bunch of people
but it turned out to be nice
jervis got me a coffee cake
thanks*hug*

1st august
watched i robot with shu hui and rica
great show
love the audi car
hahaha...i want....

hugs and thanks to
- ric for keeping me company for the past few days
-shu hui making me smile *beams*
-ber
-jervis for the coffee cake
-squid
-alicia
-liatty luo gong for giving me hugo boss parfum
-beng givin me the bikini from his bazaar
-keng boon for his lame birthday wish
-steph n nami guy for the card