Before i forgot..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUHUi !

pokay pokay pokay
pokay pokay pokay
pok pok kay kay to shuhui
you are the queen of all chicks!

hahahahhahahaa


and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YASHI !
*hug* u pretty sexy & smart woman!
here's a big fat kiss for u
*MUACK*
wah so mushy..


out of office !

and so i skipped work yesterday
lalalala.. felt so good
meet up with cheuk kit.. he still looked the same
..not really actually
we had dinner at thai express =)

a promise was made to me once
"next time i'll bring you to Nooch okay? "
*grins*

never mind, i shall go there next week

he showed me his 3D works.. real cool stuff i must say

i starting to hate this job
she seem to have something against me

I CANT BELIEVE SHE ASK ME TO GO LEARN TYPING

because she just dont like the way i placed my hands on the keyboard

" that isnt the right way to type , you know"
" how come you dont wear a skirt to work?"


well... excuse me.. its totally none of your business whether i have a skirt hanging in my closet or not
U OLD BITCH

stop comparing JC students and polytechinc students !
stop saying " i bet your friends are like that also right.."
stop Hao lian-ing me your previous staff lah..if they are so good, and you are such a nice lady..(as if)
why did they leave you?
har har?

what does it got to do with my friends? *glare*

just because i remain slient doesnt mean you can push me around !
wait till i destroy all your imacs!
wahahhahahhahaa....

as you can tell,
i'm pretty bored. And she probably thinks that i am still doing the dumb stupid typing exercise
PUI
..
Maybe i just want to rant it off

iamfeelingsofarkingpissedupwithpeoplewhouselazinessastheirexcuses

Somehow, i got addicted to this song

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Monday blues with some bruises

* supposed to post this entry last night*

my legs looked hideous now
2 swollen bruises
1 minor wound
many scratches
my arms still ache..
i wondered why..

1st june - Nic's bday
2nd june -lunch with a long time friend
3rd june - steph's variety show... heard the gang wanna go clubbing..
3rd june - the pokay shu hui's bday
4th june - Zhien's & Yashi's belated birthday

oh my god

i cant wait for yashi's bday
its gonna be so much fun
*nods *

i had a long talk with my mom just now ( while my poor leg was still bleeding.. wad the hell)
we talked about my current job, my future, what's my next step.
sometimes i rather lie to myself and think positively
but somehow, things dont look good
am i not tryin hard enough?
i guess so..
or no matter how hard i try/ want, i ended up feelin more lost

do i have a goal?
i know i do
but does that goal is a realistic one?
i'm not sure. Can i trust my own judgements and make the right decisions?
the desire to learn is gettin stronger..
i wish to be bigger.. to get out of this restricted world..
i wish i am noble enough to forgive & forget
no point being angry or unforgiving
you know, its tiring.. *waves dismissively*
it just that i didnt realize how much trust i placed in him..
but it also allows me to see..the light
why am i writing bout such stuff on the blog?
hmm why ? whatever.. this blog wont last long
i feel like talking to someone.
Each time, i tried telling someone.The conversation just got lost...
For once, i wish someone can read my mind
let me go " hey ! how did u know !"
get what i'm saying?
am i so difficult to understand?
am i that weird ?

dont be a dreamer , be a doer
somehow.. those words keep pushin me to go harder..
i hope.. it will go on forever

so many keys...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Are you picking a fight with me?

my arms ache ..a slight bit
my stomach feels queasy now..

the weather doesnt looks good
just like my mood

sometimes i wish i got enough motivation to keep me going
sometimes i hate myself for learning so slow
sometimes i wish i got more confidence in myself

i just wanna be a tough mashmallow

its raining now
i feel like crying too...
but .. i got to be strong
i got no wish to be a crybaby again
i had enough
stupid love
*hmmp*

i had a dream last night
these are the characters in my dream :
OB people
shuhui
ric
squid
est
steph
ian
my ng weng poh ( dont ask me why? i got no idea myself!)
and his friends..but i didnt see him !
.. what a joke..

the ob people were taking part in a marathon, when it ends, we came to the refreshments station. Mr ng was selling ice cream at 55 bucks~ Me and steph were drooling over the strawberry icecream..
then i found myself walking alone in the streets of bugis ( maybe because i went there earlier with shuhui for dinner)
and i saw Fir, andrew and .. another guy ( i forgot his name) playing yoyo
oh my god
what the hell are they doing here? ! *eyes open wide*
they looked as if they were expecting me. Fir talked lots of crap to me. I asked them how to get to city hall. ( it was that moment i realized i wanted to go city hall.. hahah.. 0_0") Each of them gave me different directions. hahahaha..
i followed andrew's.
On my way, i saw ian at starbucks. He too, was expecting me. He bought me a ice blended mocha with whipped cream. Yum~
i called shuhui , but chicky ric answered. He told me i called the wrong number.
I looked at the dialled number. IT was her number alright.. what the hell. So i just hung up.
oh ya now i remembered, i was heading to city hall to meet squid and est.
then.. i forgot.
i woke up.

i browse through the old entries few days ago
haha ..so funny
i feel so childish
thick skinned guy.. hahahaha

either i got sinus ..
or a super duper sensitive nose..
i just cant stop sneezing