Its another long night
i want to be happy
i want to laugh
but somehow my smile is taken away
and no matter how hard i try
i find no reason to smile
is this my fault?
that i have to be so negative
for i have no wish to be
i just realized, i dont trust myself at all
aiya whatever
i smile when i ought to
i laugh when i am suppose to
*yawn*
those dreams are coming back to haunt me again
damn it