i feel fat.......hahhaha
hmm neber mind..

amathz paper is 0n m0nday...8am..
feelin kinda tense up n0w..cuz.. hmm i dun0... please please i wanna get an A f0r this .... *crozz fingers*

realised itz g0nna be a bery busy m0nth f0r me....
right after my 0s ... we will be 0ff t0 m'sia ~ da leadership camp...*hur hur*....missed it last year...
cause i g0tta w0rk...kinda regret u see...cuz the 0thers g0t cl0ser after da camp...-----> talkin rubbish again

after w0rk..hmm 5 days 0f real vacati0n t0 spend...after that.. i g0tta w0rk.. till da end 0f december
but dad said dere might be a trip t0 gentings...erm.....yea watever

went f0r a run in da late evening...realise my stamina iz gettin w0rse...
damnit.... need t0 start w0rkin 0n it..

g00d luck t0 da peeps takin amaths....we can d0 it ~ hahah

talkin t0 glad n0w...
feel s0 nice ..haha....
its g00d t0 see s0me0ne familiar ...........*grins*










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> > Valentine Special http://www.shine-info.com/shawn/flash/valentine.swf
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tryin to stay awake.....struggle to make use of all da time i have....
to do something useful...
perhaps... all the stuff that i done are useless...

My bloody brudder iz playin this linkin park ...that watever indian version....
itz gettin 0n my nerves.....................*Shap da HELL 0ff that s0ng.......*

dun wanna repeat o0p....
i wanna get 0ver with java.....
please...pls..let me pass....

*scream 0ut *
U dis dirty piece of shit... all da things that ya do are makin me feel sick ...
numbers and letters d0nt make mean a thing
i g0t my 0wn future t0 create..leave mui al0ne...okie????
cuz everything in ur life...iz n0ne 0f mui business

...i am g0in t0 sleep.......after all...

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Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter of how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through

I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't belive this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that we're faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications ended first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind

Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back
Step back
And as for me, I can't believe

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had-err

thank you very much!

feelin kindaz ....frustrated with my f0lkz....
argh....dun care....itz their 0wn business.....

Time -- yesterday evening...7 pluz....
Venue-- H0me....

*mad sleepin at h0me...at the table....brudder came h0me*
(dr0wsy) mad : hmm...hey you're h0me?
brudder : yeap...hey mummy b0ught ps2
mad: (m0re blur) huh...yea...den she will buy me a digi cam als0...
brudder : I'm tellin da truth....u ask daddy
mad: u and daddy same kind ....b0th lamers...hahhaa
brudder : Fine......

*d00r open....
mummy : hey... i bought ps2 leh
mad : huh.....
mummy : nah~*shows mad the box*
mad( abit HUH) : erm..ma.....ps2? da black b0x c0ns0le ya kn0w??
mummy: yalah....see....~~ *takes out the wh0le thing*
mad (stunned) : .............Oh...
-----speechless f0r 30 secs-------
mad: ma....then iz it m0dified..?
mummy : ya..da man said s0...
mad: he said s0 ar...........( feelin scared) erm..where did ya b0ught it?
mummy: Lucky plaza
mad: ...............................................
mad: h0w much iz it?
mummy : 400 pluz
mad: ....................................................................

...why did she buy it without askin me?
argh.....why i feel so wanna struggle them wen i see my dad playin m0n0p0ly ...in his r00m?!
0f all da placez....why mummy g0 there and buy....
*SIGH*

maybe after a sleep.........i feel betta...f0r a sh0rt time.
hahha...
yea...t0m0rr0wz last day paper........yippee....
cant wait t0 study amathz again..
cant wait t0 swim...run...cycle t0 beach again...

Bruce Springsteen - Secret Garden

She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mind
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' 'round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice

You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget

She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away

itz 6.40 pm n0w.... and i am still stuck at this chapter ...since ... 11 pluz...
yes yes ...clever 0f me...i am s0 g0nna funk the test t0m0rr0w......
feelin damn sleepy n0w... havin this damn headache..........from m0rnin till n0w..
n0t enuff sleep i guess.....cant stand it anym0re le...
made a fast dinner....scramble egg with t0mat0....erm..thats all...
lazy t0 c0ok ar.....

t0daz paper....n0t that bad i guess....
sto0pid me ....f0rget t0 learn the application lifecycle.....

thick skinned guy muz be grateful that i t0ld ya bout da anomalies ar..hahahhahahahah

n0w in da piggin 0ut peri0d....anyway ...i realised it seems t0 be a bery g00d reas0n t0 d0 that...
relieve examz stress mah~
after examz...hahaa...i g0nna swim...run...cycle....