Friday 1159 am

i must be nuts to post 3 entries in one day

totally enjoyed myself at ob today
i realized if that person is not around
somehow, in a way or so
i feel much more calm

but it sort of disturbin
when people asked me about that person
i gotta act cool and answer it in a jokingly way
*grins*

after watching kenny and ivan's presentation
i am very tempted to go south africa ...

anyway i truly miss india

and yes ! i am finally gonna sleep before 12
time now is ...1159pm
good night people =)

movies i want to watch
- the aviator
-elektra

mr and mrs smith seems interesting...
i want kill . fight. kill . fight actions
SHAAA !!!!!!

but first of all, i need a job

*yawn*

guess the comin week is goin to be a busy one again....
- mec report
- wisp report ( i gotta edit my part...zzz)
- 2 videos of kinabalu
- FYP
- Prom night booth at Open house
- Prom night planning..
that is i ever felt involved in the committee ... aiya dun bother i just do my part..
gimme all the money !

should i go for OB training today?
my headache is gettin worse...
but i am just mentally tired...
not physcially right?
hmm...no excuse !
i shall go!
*doubtful*

Finally its friday...

the person said " the teacher is dumb"

i just wanna say " no one can be more dumber than myself"

for making such a mistake that put me straight down into hell

i need sleep
i need courage
i need people called friends to hang around
=)

oh ya and i did something sinful..so what ?
it doesnt matter ..anyway *evil grin*

replies

amily : hey girl! its a surprise to see ya here. *grins* stay cool ya.. haha i miss ob very much =p

steph : i love ur sms! send me more ar! they brighten up my day =) thanks!

est : ~ hee brekos? hmm...

Jessica : *waves* hello girl..lets go out one day okay? *hug* miss ya alot

Hangloon: hey many thanks to you ! =) i will always make use of this technical hotline okay? hahaha... kidding! you still got a date with me!

Blue..gray..black..brown...tired...

i hate mirgraines..
cause it just sucked the life out of you
i am already half dead
so why do i still need to suffer this irritating headache????


Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
there's one thing and i can do nothing about

i cant believe i am so weak
dont ask me if i am alright
cause i aint not
now i just wanna curl up and say sayonara

2nd week of Jan 05

last night i was chatting with squid
and we realized that we're gonna turn 20 this year
it sort of freaks me out

bought tiramisu cake for dad..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY !

& to ChewLin & ZheBin

the durian cake was good..yum =)

i'm very afraid of sleeping now
and it has become another thing which i can't do nothing about it