to keep a genuine smile is not hard at all
as long as you know how to keep things off your mind
that's what exactly i'm doing
but at the end of the day, all my crankiness arises
and yea, so the volcano errupts
not even my family can understands me
so i don't blame it on you if you ask me
what the hell i want

it's really demoralising
to know that the culprit is captured on tape
but due to the LOUSY POOR quality camera
you can't recognise that son of a bloody bitch

goin around without my organiser makes me feel lost
looking at the card value from that ez link machine makes my heart drop a couple of times everyday
the once special gift we had in common is gone, it's only you left, wearing it.
missed my watch , my parents bought it for me after all my sulkings and whinings

*SIGH*
*TEARS*

on saturday , i walked from orchard to mount faber
yesterday , we walked from macritchie back to school
carrying the respective bags : 10 kg & 15 kg
initial weights were : 20 kg & 45 kg because our skill of estimating is so poor
overall i love the trekking trip
can't wait for the community work on the coming sat

yea if i ever found out who you are
trust me
i will surely give u a few punches
and some kicks
*curse*
u will lose all your hair..i mean ALL( includes eyelashes and eyebrows)
your chest will grow bumpy, and breasts starts poping out
hahahahaha..
and lastly you shall lose your manly voice and starts to experience the PMS
oh yea your friend will also suffer the same

i am so totally pissed and frustrated
mark my words
i wont ever run in the school anymore
mount faber is better

Hmm... seems like some people enjoyed the 3do trailer
glad to hear that
thanks to my teacher too
haha..
oh no..its not the sharpe guy

i'm here in the MR class again
one word to describe: SUCKY

its makin me crazy now
to smile and stop worrying bout it
and i just don't feel like talking
i mean what the fark ??!!!

some people just makes me feel annoyed
especially YOU AND YOU AND YOU
who cares?
i got no interest in talkin to you

I NEED A PUNCHING BAG NOW

something's wrong with my blogger
...hmm

this is the earliest night for me this week
yeap
no more "rush hours" for me tomorrow
for now

avfe assignment is done
yipee =)
more improvements can be made
and yeap, many thanks to you

animations assignment is here
welcome sleepless nights

running tomorrow
*beams*

feel a tingle of enviousness
and the lost feelings overwhelmed me
i know the truth
but i can't accept it
so i decide to hang on as long as i can
for the first time in my life
i regret

another thing
if you are organising chalets or whatever again, let me be the last to know.
A lesson learned.

i'm kinda sleepy now
not really..umm feels i can stay up much more longer..
but then again, i shouldnt stay up so late..
so..umm..i don't know
bobbie's sort of glad i am stayin up, cause once i off the lights
he will just give a grunt and "dragged" himself back to the kitchen

i got to hand up AVFE by this wednesday
and i still don't have my ideal product
too many ideas, too little confidence and too little time
darn it. i'm stuck

friday is so perfect
outward bound training was great
i love the people
and i love feeling so tired and sweaty! Wee... Yucks..ahaha
an ending means a new beginning
works well for me , physically and mentally (especially)
i'm starting to regret not joinin them in my first year
=p

i'm gonna be busy for the followin days, weekends
i'm glad i joined something i really love
yes, i also love the society

for the past few days
i hate
i despise
i got annoyed
i became miserable
i was confused( i am still )
see how YOU many mood swings you caused?


i learned a new term today:
egotistic bastard
nice, i'm gonna practise that alot