...i wanna sleep...
o0p finally iz 0VER~~ yes~~
and i feel m0re w0rse than ever...cuz i kn0w i will t0tally flunk thiz...........
sigh.............

i feel s0 fat.........
din w0rkout f0r 1 week.....and m0re i think......
darn sch00l w0rk...darn everything...
my bike been behavin cranky...somethin wr0ng with da back wheel...........darn it...
still cant find my swimmin suit.....can only use da old one...darn it....

feeling...............blur n0w..
s0mething....erm...silly happened just n0w...
i realised i l0st my NEW c00L red watar b0tta in da LT.........
annd i waz s0 sad....................
thick skinned guy went all da way t0 8th fl00r n t0 da LT and see if i can getta mui b0tta backie........
n guess wat??
erm....*fidgets*
he came back wif mui wallet..pencil case...n 0f c0z mui B0tta~~
*silence*
oh...n0t funny ar...........0kay den.......

i'm n0w takin 15 mins t0 write this............sh0rt.....
cause my eyes are half cl0zed.........
i miss mui BED.............
peisee l0oked s0 seri0us...
i sh0uld be doin on my pages t00....
zzz..........

today iz a ...hm...dream...
cause..cause its a dream lah..duhz...

w0ke up at 8.15am.....i thought i was in a dream
sleep again ...w0ke up at 10am...
0h..s0 it wasnt a dream after all....
listen t0 mui teacher...thinkin bout my 0op
less0n ends..and i g0t an h0ur t0 edit my af draft..have t0 send t0 daniel asap
we handed in our draft last week...so there aint less0n t0day...
s0.....t0day i only c0me f0r an h0ur...of class??

my mind is in a t0tal blank n0w...
every0ne's seem s0 ...alive..worry-free...
wat b0ut me??

*birthday song in the background*
this sat...t0m0rr0w iz rainel's BIRTHday~happy birthdaY~~ *muack* dun be s0 vain 0kie?? :p haha

i wanna be sick...........................................................
maybe i am......
then i want t0 be even m0re sick.............................
t0m0rr0w is da walkthr0ugh.........
the m0st dreadful test.......the m0dule that is crazy en0ugh f0r me t0 scream....

i need air......

t0 c0llin : thanks al0t f0r helpin me with mui oop.........make u w0rry f0r me
haha.... :) i w0nt punch u that often ..okay?

haha....

waiting f0r thick skinned guy...
al0ne in cs room...ah...peace
maybe n0w i can finally get some sleep
......zzzz..........

i'm depressed....................
i'm full of guilt........
someb0dy kill me please........

*APPLAUSE*

thank you...........

w0ndered wat will i be in da future.....
can i be wat i wan t0 be....?
can my life be great as i wan t0 be...?
n0t kn0win da future keeps us g0in 0n...
but being c0nfused b0ut ur future ?

http://digicc.com/fido/

n0w at c0llin'z place...sh0uld be d0in 00p n0w..but i ...can i say i give up?
nah..but...i'm really tired...
s0 rushin assignments aint that nice after all...duhz...
t0m0rr0w's 9am class..i w0ndered h0w can i make it...
but i dun wanna miss it...cause its amaths..
and i l0ve amaths...
c0llin n0w right beside me....helpin me with mui oop...
and here i am ..writin this...

i mixed all da files up....made a wh0le mess...
n0w have t0 red0 it all 0ver.........SIGH
squid fallen asleep already....
thick skinned guy is c0ughin the wh0le night...hmmm..kinda w0rried f0r him...
i always feel uneasy when s0me0ne is sick....but being sick is no no g00d
nw all 0f us can hardly keep our eyes 0pen....except me..
i w0ndered why....maybe i will feel sleepy....in da m0rnin...

i feel such a failure...cause i can never understand pr0grammin....
maybe i wasnt meant t0 learn IT
maybe cause i'm stupid....-_-"
maybe.....maybe...n0b0dy cares....

been doing alot 0f punching lately..
i think i will do m0re.....hahaha

slept at bout 3 last night..cant sleep..
dont ask me why..cuz ..i aint tellin
all i can say that i was disappointed ..in you ..?
hmmm..dunno h0w t0 explain...dunn0 what t0 say
but then... :)
its now then i realised i trust u alot...........


remembered that i g0tta get ruler n an eraser...
search till 3 pluz...BUT I STILL cant find that eraser...
went t0 my br0's room t0 get..but..unexpectedly...i cant find one...sigh
amazing for someone who keeps erasers for all his life...
w0ke up at b0ut 7am...bef0re 7am...cause i w0ke up just t0 0ff the alarm bef0re it g0es 0ff...
search f0r eraser again...finally found 0ne...kinda..erm..childish...but hey ..thats all i can find...-__-"

i wanna be sick......give myself an excuse to feel better...
cuz takin panadols doesnt seem to help...
that thick skinned person.....take so long to fill up mui water b0ttle...

nothin else t0 say...........
except sayin prayers for myself.............
*zzzzzzzzzzzzz............*

hmm tryin to do 0op n0w...
haiz.. its already 1 week and i just finished the gui frame in da m0rnin..
sigh...finally g0t da time t0 start 0n o0p..
haha... hmm must finish 2 functions t0day...
hyui lollipop``` mady dandy tile fookor ..
erm thats squid language..and yes..squid wr0te that..

I din g0 online t0 surf ar0und t0day~~
erm except...writing my bl0g..

s0mething been naggin me f0r s0me time
dunn0 if i am imagin stuff...0r n0t..
liat dun talk t0 me much...or i can say hardly
dunn0 whats wr0ng either but somehow ...
cause he's a g00d friend which i dun wan t0 lose
anyway...erm...never mind

cycled t0 sent0sa yesterday...
the feelin was real great ...esp when u see the sunset at da beach..
my bike is a bit cranky..need t0 get a new one ..maybe..

--Unstoppable--
Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry
And if you get inside my head, then you'd understand
Then you'd understand me
Why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love
And you became my favorite drug
So let me take you right now and swallow you down,
I need you inside

Chorus:
If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, then we'd be unstoppable

Do you think that this is right, or is it really wrong
I know that this is what we've been wanting
And all this burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat
It fills up 'till my heart is breaking

Chorus

Now, we can both learn
Somehow, you'll see it's all we have
Love, it keeps us together
And I need love

When I wake up without you, knowing you're not there
I'm only feeling half as good
Well I'm gonna find a way
To wrap you in my arms, you make me feel alive

Chorus (x2)


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