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feeling queasy

i think i ate too many cakes this week

chocolate cake
oreo cheesecake
fruit cake
brownie
durian cake

and i had fried rice & hor fun at 2am on Saturday morning
chili crab on sunday

no wonder my stomach cannot take it

how

i feel so fat now

aiyo

go run somemore la

okay, bye


*updated

addition to my cake list
-coffee bean's carrot cake & boston nut brownie

well, more running/skating/swimming should be enough to make up for all these sins

tagged

yay!
it's been awhile since i got tagged

Here's the rules
Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.


6 weird things about me

1) I can only sleep on beds that are against the wall.
2) i love cartoons alot. And touching ones can make me cry
3) If i want to exercise, it has to be at least 30 minutes.
4) I will hum whenever i'm working
5) i don't like white chocolate
6) i like to draw flowers on magazines, books everywhere.


So, now i'm gonna tag :

1) Rabia
2) Dawn
3) Shui
4) Squid
5) Jase
6) HL

Almost perfect

one day
you found a rainbow
a collection of all your favourite colors

it was so inviting, so hard to resist
you just want to have it
but something was missing
and you don't know why

you hesitate
and before you realised
the rainbow vanished
revealing its true self
those fugly streaks of black, gray and bright purple ( ihatebrightpurple)

so it's gone
and you're missing it already
or maybe not

how you wish the rainbow was real
or perhaps those colors you saw
isnt what you thought to be

so you smile
untie those feelings of disappointment
and move forward

:)

okay so pardon my poor english
thanks!

no monday blues

previous entry removed

my weekend was spoiled by someone who didn't take moral education in primary school.
No wonder he doesn't understand the meaning of respect.

i ought to nail his balls to the wall, chop off his arms off and let dog fleas infest his ass.

so i hope the message is delivered clearly enough
like i said i'm not angry at you . Disgusted is the word.

okay enough of that
karma you see
*chuckles*


anyway

this week is a short one!
and monday is almost over !
muahahahaha

=)

*morning*

the weekend is here already~

:)

i want to watch phantom of the opera~
but no money :(

i want to get many many things! Especially a luxury watch of my own..ha!
most importantly, i want to go on a holiday
backpack to somewhere exotic
like Tibet or Jordan....

For this weekend, I wanna have some fun fun fun fun fun !!
chill at some pub or something

but I'm plain lazy

so i think I'll go skate instead.


skipped breakfast this morning
feeling hungry now..suddenly got the craving for pancakes with syrup..
hurhur....

..
..
.
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i must say, it's visually satisfying - blood never looked that pretty before. Plus the toned bodies of those Spartans. *drools*

i wanna watch TMNT & Transformers !
i used to collect the movie (1990's) stickers and stuff, transformer's toys & jigsaw puzzles.
for duplicate stickers, i will exchange them with my classmates...so much fun!
long live the turtles ! !

okay, enough rambling already

have a nice weekend!

yawn*
deprived of sleep now

- cleared the blardy refrigerator and its long expired stuff
- scrubbed the kitchen floor
- wiped the cabinets

hiak hiak
i think i'll make a good housewife
:p

pretty excited about chinese new year
somehow, i'm looking at this festival differently

anyway, here's wishing you a Prosperous Lunar New Year !
=)


*******
i had a great valentine's day this year

Flowers! though i dont really enourage that but it sure makes a lady happy !

Liang : why don't leave the flowers in the car?
mad: don't want!!! i wanna HAO LIAN !!!
liang : -___-"
mad : since you already spent the money, must show off mah!!! MUAHAHHAHAH!
liang : hmmm..true....-__-"

Haagan Daz @VivoCity.
i lied saying i got lost searching for the restroom, then i look around for a nice gift like a mad woman. Finally! a aftershave balm from The Face Shop! By the time i got back, the dessert looked like this. teehee...

Epic Movie - so like scary movie.

Got home at around 11 plus, tired.
then a sms came in

* Yay! i also get to hao lian. All my bunk mates never receive a gift except me ! "
" haha.. good..this gift can help you to hao lian longer"

dozed off before i realized it.

Ps: gotta go for a last min shopping now. Hope there's time for a run tonight. *cross fingers*

yep, i'm here again
hehee

i can't help it
but i can sense that there will be a hurdle coming soon...
How to jump over it ?????
i have made my decision (most probably)
just don't know how to deal with the uncertainty...

what da hell...i'm being contradicting here...
why do i fret about it?
zzzzzz...*rolls eyes*
i just dislike such nonsenscial trouble

i feel kinda bad for being like this
but hey, it's just me
i'm not angry or whatever,
anger takes away your capacity to enjoy simple pleasures and food ya know!
=p

i'm finally feeling sleepy now ! At last !
night!

hmmm

....

umm.......

twinkle twinkle lil star

A B C D E F G

hehehe... they got the same tune !
hahahhahahhahahhaa

*10 mins later*


actually
i'm feeling kinda ...unsettled now.

i need a CHANGE !
but i cant quite put my finger on what exactly is making me feeling this way
so.....how????
sigh


i'm gonna sleep for now

i hope 2007 will be a good year for me !
cos there will be more challenges
and no more procrastination !
hehe

lalalalalala

oh
i just got to know of a small tragedy

*sms conversation*
me : we go shop at vivo tmr ?
*hours later*
me : eh? hello?
shui : sorry! my hp spoilt, kena dipped into prawn mee soup
me : HAR!???? what happened??
shui : angry ar ! tell ya tmr...meet you at later time

i told my mum about it

mum : aiyo...1st was the singapore river. Now prawn mee soup ar... she also same pattern as you hor...
me : wad!!! *uses my "evil" eyes at my mum*
mum : hahahahaha

*yawn*
okay
gotta hit the sack
night !!!!!!!

*muack* muack*muack*muack*muack*

*sends flying kisses everywhere*

i always knew i got a connection with this man

but

can i be Mary-Jane or Gwen Stacy instead?


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Restless

the sense of insecurity is ...making me depressed

:(

Maybe my resume is written in a wrong way...or or.. nobody checks the inbox..or the phone lines got cut off
that's why nobody calls me !
out of 7 companies, no one reply

NONE ! ZERO! KORSONG!

*sob*

i'm gettin desperate now

i think i'll go find a sugar daddy first
muahahhaha

....

sigh

The hungry person says...

i'm ...very very HUNGRY !


We're going to have seafood at east coast today!
lalalala

but we need to wait for mom to come back first


lalalala...

food! seafood!!!!!

Rainy Day

For the past few days
i've been hiding inside my home
aiya, got lost in my own lala land

oh
by the way
i'm currently UNEMPLOYED

yay finally i'm out of that horrible company

muacks
the taste of freedom is indeed very sweet

but
i miss working already

i miss
1) Cindy-mum
2) Deidre & her loud burps
3) Dion & his pineapples
4) Ricky the UNCLE who loves to call me AUNTIE
5) David - shui's long lost brother (both have small eyes ..MUAHAHAHA)
6) the makan/buffet sessions we had
7) my ex husband Daniel

sigh

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today i had
morning
- congee + sambal shrimps
- hot holick
afternoon
- coffee bean blueberry cheesecake
- hot chocolate
dinner
- caesar salad with salmon
- pumpkin soup
- tiramisu latte
- rosemary chicken
dessert
- bishi bashi & time crisis games at marina square

:)


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few days ago, i accompanied my mum to visit a relative at TTSH
i detest him .. or i thought so
He looked so small and fragile now
ahh well...let bygone be bygones

he is just a relative to me
that's all

--------

i just had a hair trim cut
ought to hide inside my room for another week
maybe i'll wear a cap ...or hairband...or a wig!

-------

the sounds of door slamming, coughs and sniffles, heavy sighs
i never tried using the "soft gentle" technique on him
but hey, it works!

we quarrelled
we exchanged deadly blows
(ah yes, he threw a chair at me okay! .... after i punched him in his face)

at first, he was so rude
i almost wanted to slap him
so i was taken by surprise when he said "sorry"

problems with his girlfriend
his o level results

the problems teenagers are troubled with

teehee

sorry if i can't help you much

you can either
1) kill dump that girlfriend of yours
2) talk things out

if you pass , get into a course you like and strive hard ! dont be like me lah
if you fail , retake the papers. get a part time job and be a MAN !

but i'm so glad
finally i can be a big sister to you now

hehehhehehhehe

it's 3.15am already...
i need to sleep now...my nights are getting shorter....

today has been a long day
..
...
..

lacked of sleep as well
my right arm AND stomach still hurts
:(

i was the only one left in the office besides Cindy (she camps there i think)
a sms came in
"avoid spicy and oily food if ur stomach is still unwell. Take soupy stuff. You not well my heart pain. haha!"

awwww
so sweet right?
hahhahahhahaa

=)

waking up on time on monday mornings is always so hard
i never got the time to eat breakfast and choose my outfit.
never mind. i don't have many clothes anyway.
hmmm...
i really ought to change this bad habit

the weekend didn't go as planned
We were on our way to ecp when rain started to fall....
:(
of all nights, it has to be a saturday night!
i sulked as i watched the rain gets heavier....
the place was empty and wet
*frowns* stupid rain...
Liang promised to bring me there again tomorrow
alas, our saturday night was spent on arcade games and the movie "The Oh in Ohio"
Good watchable movie..learnt more about the birds and bees stuff. it's more like entering a sex novelty shop.
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Sunday
i dropped by at Isetan Scotts to have lunch with May
it's been almost 1 year since we meet up again
and now she's a happy mother !
:)
while waiting for her, i slowly went thru the baby photos
he is sooooooooo cute!
shall post them up once i scan the pics

Liang came over at 8 plus
it was drizzling when i came down
............hurhur...
it rained again.
luckily, liang bought a new toy.
Speedboat!
i thought only the remote control looks cool
but one of its motor engines came off before we could start to play.
-___-"
Giant does really has poor quality control
So we decided to skate after all.
heck care bout the wet ground...
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it's a different monday today
and i learnt that silly men are really very cute!
haha!
i was really flatterd and amused by this incident.
thank you *smiles*

my stomach hurts since 11plus..
and the pain seems to growing.
i think i better go straight to bed now to sleep off the pain

night !

Bugged

i ought to be in bed now
but

....

i just dont feel like it

it's been awhile since i went to east coast
i missed the sea..the starry nights..

recently, i've been feeling...sort of sad & grouchy
not that something bad happened or what
just mixed feelings..

seems like i'm losing my ability to laugh at myself

no....that's not happening..

:(

maybe it's the haze
hope this effect will wear off soon, before i kill anyone

i just realised i keep having "Moon River" replaying in my songlist for the whole night.

oh well, favourite classic indeed